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The Burning Platform – Thieves

So, today’s asshats have taken once again, one of my posts verbatim and shoved it on their shitty, clickbait, fake “we are gonna give you the real news” (by stealing it from other people then asking you to pay for “their” “hard work” and supposed “payments to contributors”).

Today’s theft, Archived here: https://archive.ph/09ya2

And according to their own site they had collected $7,500 for 2023 at this point.

Valentine’s Day theft (posted on the 15th by them) archived here: https://archive.ph/kNR7u

SO: If you have ever sent these thieving fucks money, please stop doing so.

If you really WANT to send me money, you can do so by either buying some of my books, or badges, or subscribing to my video channel Kurgan TV with content you won’t find anywhere else, or with a direct or recurring donation to the Kurganate efforts here.

At least you’ll be receiving something for it (unless you just do the donation) instead of mere begging for unspecified “costs”.

As far as I am concerned they now have a few of options:

  1. Apologise, take down my work from their sight and never post any of it there again.
  2. Apologise, ask for permission, and offer to pay me writing fees as a contributor. My fee is 10 (Euro) cents a word. By doing this twice in a row, they already lost the option of simply asking for permission and getting to do it for free. I don’t like liars, and once could be a bad judgement, but twice is a pattern.
  3. The third option, to continue stealing and ignoring this will probably be what they opt for, but this is not my first rodeo, and eventually, on a long enough timeline, people who piss me off get a rather rude shock. Fraudsters, etc have not fared well against me. To the last count there were 2 companies in receiverships, one trial won with damages and costs awarded to me and a few websites that went out of business. I’d rather it not go that way, and this is not a huge deal, but some things need correcting, and pretending I have anything to do with that shitty site is one of them. So they have easy solutions available, as the other gentleman who made the same initial error was able to verify, but some people can’t help being dumb and wanting to be punished. Maybe they enjoy it, I don’t know.

Tranny Narrative not Going Well in Italy

This were the stencils painted on the doors of the toilets at a pretty upscale bar/cafe we went to today.

Alternative 3 for the Lone Wolves or Young Couples – James Warren Designs

PLEASE NOTE: I have ZERO commission, or any kind of business relationship with Wharram Designs. I bought a few of their study plans and wrote them a somewhat crazy email, thanking them for their work and Mr. Wharram for his designs. I received back a lovely letter and they posted me a gift of their two books and some articles. I highly recommend them and have links at the bottom for everything.

I have covered the big picture, (Part 1 of 4 is here) including many of the details that you need to shift to if you want to eventually be rid of the Globohomo Davos Trannies and their incel “elite” plans for you.

Alternative 1 is to just have a go-bag and weapons, whatever you can carry, a vehicle, that you can ideally sleep in, and have no family, friends of attachments, which I would assume is a very small number of people, and most of these are probably not of the healthiest frame of mind.

My Alternative 3 is not the famous one, though, if you have a spaceship, do come and see me we certainly need to talk!

My alternative 3 is the poor man’s version of the one where you jump into your anti-g spaceship and sail off to a better Galaxy.

I have been interested in yachts since I was a teenager. At age 16, I would have loved to have a yacht I could travel the world in, trading in odds and ends, like a merchant ship of old. I knew the world was already too filled with giant cargo ships to make that viable, but I also knew the world is a big place and someone always needs something somewhere, and if my upkeep was just my boat and myself, even “small” profit margins were probably ok for me to survive on. I read through a bunch of yachting magazines and even did a sailing course in Durban, while I kept trying to figure out how to get one. Yachts are expensive and normally not anything you can afford as a young guy who even almost ten years later was making ends meet by teaching karate, or working as a bodyguard, or even selling my first book, The Face on Mars (since updated). As it turns out I bought property with the proceeds of the book, and it was a better decision.

Perhaps, also, my having moved countries so much and relatively cheap flights making the long journeys at sea unnecessary to get where I wanted to go helped make me sort of forget my original dream, of sailing the world, probably around the equator, as I hate the cold, visiting remote tropical islands with their friendly suntanned females.

Whether by luck or providence, bad or good is hard to say, I did not come across the work of James Wharram. Then again, back then the internet did not exist and what yachting magazines I could get my hands on did not mention him. I know, because if I had come across a guy who was selling do it yourself designs of working, ocean capable catamarans, I definitely would have remembered.

I briefly toyed with possibly getting a dragonfly 25′ but even that was completely out of my reach financially in my mid 20s.

Well, James Wharram was a man after my own heart. He recently passed away, but he left an enduring legacy of catamaran designs that embody perfectly the spirit of adventure I had (and still have, despite 2 failed marriages, one awesome one I am currently living, and now 5 children).

If I was in my mid 20s now, I would almost certainly try and secure a place where to build it, then purchase one of the plans, selecting one depending on whether I had friends to help or not. Ideally, if I was just thinking of myself and my girlfriend/wife (and in today’s climate you really want it to be wife rather than girlfriend) I would probably go for the Tiki 30′ or Tiki 31′ design. Assuming I could afford the materials to build it. But if it’s just you or two of you and you’re willing to go at it even a bit rough and hard, even a tiki 21, design is good enough to escape the rat-race.

Now, make no mistake, building one of these is NOT a walk in the park. And sailing is NOT a joke. The ocean is like one of the old Gods of Ancient Greece. Read the Illiad and the Odyssey. Then read of how many die a watery death for being unprepared, untrained, or maybe just unlucky.

BUT. Think about it. A Tiki 21′ was successfully sailed across the Atlantic in 34 days. A Tiki 26′ sleeps 2 in the hulls with a chart table and galley, perfect for a young couple. And a deck tent would extend it to another 2, though your range would be limited.

If you stuck to the tropics, a Tiki 31′ could not only be a working boat, but also a cruiser for a couple.

The most versatile of the smaller designs, I think is the Tiki 30′ and also, comparatively easier to build, at only 900 hours, it almost makes no sense to build a Tiki 26′ which is about 700 hours.

Now… it is an absolute fact that many who start never finish, and even those who do can take years, but, gentle reader, whenever have I written for the average normie?

No, no, I write for the crazies, the fundamentalist Catholics, the zealots, the explorers and adventurers that have the blood of the old Venetian spice traders, or the Genoese discoverer of America, aptly named Cristoforo, or the Spanish conquistadors, and all other great adventuring tribes and people. I write for those determined enough that they would study the build plans of a Tiki 30′, which only cost £1035, after they first got the study plans, for a mere £19.50, obsessively. And calculate the costs and trips to get all the relevant materials, then beg, borrow or find a way to have a place to build it, and the tools for it, and then… figure out that 900 hours is a mere 90 days without breaks of ten hour shifts. A mere flirtation with Death and Father Time, really.

Of course, I am partial to the Tiki designs for some aesthetic reason, but there are numerous alternatives, and of course, if you have the funds, you could buy pre-built ones, or second hand ones and so on.

In my folly, at the age of 26, I actually called up a guy in Ireland that was selling a 70′ trimaran about 20-25 years old, pretty much only a year or so younger than I was. He was selling it very cheaply and also had the building plans. When I called him he told me he had already sold it, but he asked what experience I had on the sea. I said none. He was incredulous and laughed, telling me this was no boat for complete greenhorns. I told him that the prospect of learning how to skipper such a boat, even with the chance it might kill me if I screwed up, didn’t worry me. Not following my dreams was scarier. He then spent a good half an hour talking with me. Being an Irishman he probably could relate to the partially insane.

Anyway, the point is, if you’re tired of all the bullshit, of all the fakeness and gayness in life, and long for the few prospects of a meaningful and adventurous life, if you are healthy enough and determined enough, there is no reason you couldn’t build one of these boats and sail to warmer climates. Island hop and find other ways to live.

I also very strongly recommend James’ books, I have already read Two Girls Two Catamarans, which is a pretty amazing story. Mr. Wharram was obviously a bit of a libertine, but the way he faced life and the level of adventure and sheer determination he showed is quite astonishing. It is also inspiring, not so much for his having achieved every 16 year old’s dream of sailing an all-female crewed boat where you are on intimate terms with the whole crew, but, more importantly, showed what could be done, and still can be done if you adapt, and what will be possible to do again once we overcome the Davos Transgender, Transhumanist, “eat bugs and be happy” scum. The will and dreams of one man can achieve the seemingly impossible.

You can purchase both books and more at his site here.

I am now 53, as I said, with a non-working olive tree farm and natural truffle farm, very little money, and five children, the older two being 11 and 7 and the rest all under 4 years old, the latest one not even 3 months old.

Our house still needs some painting and additional work on it to have all the wardrobes and things we will need as the children get older. Tomorrow is the first day of creche for the two little ones.

And oh yeah, I am trying to build a community of like minded zealots.

And my wife, though some would (and have) describe her as “trying to achieve Sanctification” I assume, of course, for her need to keep up with such a great catholic as myself eh… I can’t even bring myself to say it as a joke, but anyway, let’s say that being the party girl she was, and me being the savage I still am, and likely always will be, life has been interesting since we got together, and pretty much non-stop. I mean, our wedding anniversary will come up in a few months and it will then be 5 years.

In that time, we have:

  • Moved 3 times
  • Including moving all our stuff from the last home to a new country
  • Had one miscarriage…
  • …and three children
  • Spent the last 2 years so far, getting the house and farm in some kind of liveable order
  • We have travelled to Southern Africa to see my brother and my dad (each in a different country)
  • Went to Switzerland for a friend’s wedding, while my wife had a broken foot, on which, with an air-boot type thing on, she danced with me at the wedding reception of my friend, because, eh…broken foot is one thing, but you know…music! The woman can’t help herself when music comes on.
  • Driven through Europe from Venice to London, in my little convertible Mercedes I had bought when I was single and living in Venice.
  • Done it the other way too and then a bit more, in two cars, she with 3 children in the car, including our then 4 month old, and she did a 16 hour stretch, arriving to our place that didn’t even have a working sink in the kitchen, just a tap out the wall.
  • Had my daughter come and live with us too.

And that’s just the stuff I remember off the top of my head. To say it’s been easy would be a hilarious joke. Especially to her, since she was pretty much a city girl and had no real intention of being some kind of farm woman from the 1800s.

I do tease her from time to time, by telling her:

“See, it’s all you dreamed of. If they’d told you ten years ago that you’d be living with a tall, handsome, olivine skinned stranger, with our five children, in an idyllic olive grove farm with truffles and a forest you would have swooned.”

Her grumbling replies range from “I told you I used to be really stupid!” to “I’d tell myself to run! Run!”

They do say that couples who stay together to the end of their lives tend to tease each other with little barbs regularly. If that’s true, we’re going to the grave together in advanced old age.

But anyway, I tell you all this, because I wanted to give you a sense of why I haven’t yet told her that I am kinda thinking about, eventually, you know, one day, before we’re too old or anything like that, to maybe, like, possibly, build a Tiki boat from James Wharram Designs. I really am only looking at the Tiki 30’… sort of. Mostly because right now, even the plans are an expense we would be absolutely insane to make, never mind the building of it. But then again… with all the kids, we really should be looking at a Tiki 46′. I think maybe I can sell her on it. I mean, it’s only an estimated 4000 hours build! That’s just a couple of months more than a year working 10 hours a day on it non-stop. Weekends included and no matter the weather.

Maybe I should mention the importance of Sainthood more. I mean, it’s a good story…

From club promo girl…

To Sainthood.

You know, nice anchor, sword, weapon-stuff… thematic.

I may have to skip the part about how that particular Saint ended up though.

Then again, I have had a good life. If I end up murdered in my sleep I can’t complain too much.

And for those of you that missed it, my point is simply this:

Live, young man, LIVE! If a crazy bastard like me can still think about this stuff (and do it in a heartbeat if I scrounge up the money, somehow), what’s your excuse?

Why PUAs suck. And always have sucked.

Bear with me a minute, (or 30, this is long. Impossibly so for most millennials) because in order to really drive this point home, it is necessary to understand the origins of the problem, which are far-removed enough from the rotting fruit that most never even have a clue about it.

Have you ever read any G.K. Chesterton? If you have, you’ll be familiar with his style of presenting some preposterous thing in one phrase, and then, go on in a few paragraphs to prove his point in an undeniable fashion. The man was absolutely brilliant at it and I often say that had I come across his writings in my twenties instead of after I was already a Catholic, I may have become one a lot sooner.

Now, I am no Chesterton, not by a very, very long shot, as anyone that has read my Believe! will be able to attest, nevertheless, that little book has resulted in over a hundred people converting to proper Catholicism (Sedevacantism), so, while I am but a butcher to Chesterton’s refined sushi preparations, I must serve a purpose too.

And the title of this post is going to be a bit of a “preposterous” or at least “well, you’re totally wrong” proposition for a lot of the people that might stumble across this.

Especially the zombie army of complete fuckwits like Andrew Tate. So. As I said: bear with me a minute. And no, this will not be some long, drawn out, moralistic diatribe with Bible verses scattered throughout. This is going to be as close to engineering as human social “science” gets. And as anyone who knows what engineering is will know, engineering is the only science that really matters or makes a difference in worldly matters. And much like a gun, it can be used in a destructive or mechanistic way, or guided by a higher intent of purpose and produce spiritually and humanly uplifting effects.

So let us begin.

The aim of every PUA (Pick-Up Artist — in case you have just come out of a cave in Afghanistan after hiding for 20 years) is essentially, at least initially, to be able to have sex with (in theory) as many beautiful women as possible. In reality, in many cases, those who try to learn from supposed PUAs, would be very happy to just get any sex at all. And in a few cases, the prospective “student” merely wants to be able to meet a girl he likes and be able to get her in bed and fall in love and live happily ever after.

Right. So let’s deal with the usual objections first.

1. Is it true that having sex with lots of women makes you a better man.

In order to know, we’d first have to define “better” so let’s do that by the usual and most common factors those interested in PUA activity would say “better” means.

  • Make you more able to communicate with everyone in general and women in particular.
  • Make you more likely or able to get any specific woman you are interested in to get intimate with you.
  • Make you generally more socially aware and raise your general status in the common parlance of the world as we generally find it today.
  • As a result of the above, generally increase your likelihood of being able to secure a better job, better prospects in general and so on.

The answer to the above is yes. Yes it does.

Reminder: Note I asked if having sex with lots of women does that. Not paying a bunch of money to a PUA. It’s a very important distinction, so remember it.

2. Can any of the things PUAs say/tell you/teach you/ increase your chances of having sex with some women.

Sure. It’s certainly possible anyway. They also could irretrievably damage your perception of reality in a way that is so fundamental it is akin to setting you up for a life of misery.

The reality is that most PUAs are wannabe tryhards. I have peculiar interests, one of which is cults and cults of personality, (remind me to tell you about my experiences with Dianetics, [scientology], Amma the hugging saint, Tony Robbins, a number of his wannabe clones, the Novus Orco “catholic church” and so on) which I enjoy breaking, making fun of and generally exposing for the fraudulent snake-oil sellers it involves. PUAs are borderline types in this realm, so I turned my baleful eye on them a long time ago. I will pick one PUAk as a relatively typical example. At one point, one of the most prolific producers of PUAs books, courses, and seminars was a guy who called himself Mehow. Which might have been his real name, as I think he was of Polish ancestry (I know, I know! If he’s Polish it’s no wonder he’s retarded right? But hey, chalk this up as another nail in the coffin of “all humans are just one race, human”, ok?).

Here is a glowing review of him apparently, though he seems to have disappeared in the last few years. Sounds great if you’re after that number 1 stuff above, right?

Well, I probably should have screen shotted it all way back when, in 2009 or so, because it was all information that he himself provided, on various of his own platforms, though no one had really taken the time to actually look at what he said and put it together. The facts are that by his own admission, he had spent 10 years partying hard with daddy’s money, to the tune of $500,000, been trained by supposedly the best Pick-Up Artists in the world, and become a PUA guru himself, in order to have sex with… drum roll please… “about 30-40 women” which probably means 25 or so.

Now, as I pointed out back then, if this is the level of “skill” of a top PUA, most women really have nothing to fear from them in terms of losing their virtue to these irresistible ladies men!

Wealthy fathers on the other hand, may want to teach basic economics to their incel sons.

Ok then, but still, if you find a “good” PUA, and do get good at having sex with lots of women, you too admit you get all that good stuff at point 1 above, right? So it’s all good!

Well, actually no. As I wrote a long time ago, I had been with a lot of women before anyone even mentioned PUAs or The Game to me. In fact, it was precisely because my friends, and people at the gym I trained with, saw me leaving with a different pretty woman each week, that they told me about it. A friend literally gave me a copy of the book and said: “You should have a chapter in here. Or maybe a whole book.”

So, my perspective of PUAs was from the top of the mountain, looking down on these peasants in the rice fields scrambling about to get some, and then scrambling about some more to try and sell their “skills” to each other.

As I wrote almost 15 years or so ago:

By the time that I discovered anything about PUAs I had developed quite happily on my own into a man more than capable to satisfy his curiosity of women. This was a fortunate thing because it allowed me a perspective on PUAs and their techniques that was free of being sucked into the promise of alluring women falling at my feet almost as if by magic. To a degree, I already had this power (insofar as it can be had let’s say) so I could look into and study and evaluate the information with eyes already filled of my own experiences. To sum up PUAs briefly is difficult, however I will try. Initially, most of these guys are frustrated geeks that have broken down social interactions between naturally successful ladies’ men and attractive women. They then practice these routines like social robots and begin to have some success at obtaining sex with these plastic techniques. As their confidence grows they refine the techniques and become more adept at luring an ever increasing series of women to their beds. The more daring then continue into experimenting with multiple partners at a time as well as multiple girlfriends at a time. Some openly, others secretly. By and large though, certain truths remain evident. Even if successful at having multiple sex partners most of these individuals are still what I would consider socially inept people. They may have achieved an ability at obtaining sex from women but that per se does not make them good people necessarily. Or likeable. Or happy. Furthermore, the level of hyperbole in this community is rather extreme; especially when you consider that many of the so called Pick-Up Gurus sell products that supposedly will increase a man’s ability to bed stunningly beautiful women.

 

Keep in mind this was my perspective long before I had any remote hint of Christianity in my world view.

My perception of PUAs has not improved over time either.

The key negative here is not even their wish or attempts at getting laid, but rather, the phrase “social robots”.

While it is understandable that when first attempting some intimidating social interaction one might rely on some repetitive approach, the fact is that a very large number of these would-be Casanovas, end up making “approach routines” and so on their way of relating to the world. Yes, the female world, but really the world at large. They read a Tim Ferris book and then assume all of life is about “hacks”. Then they get into NLP which is a “hack” of proper hypnosis created by a cocaine fiend that either shot and killed his then girlfriend at the time himself, or was responsible for it anyway.

That’s right, Richard Bandler is not quite the great guy you might have imagined.

So the really nefarious aspect of PUAs both those who “teach it”, and those who practice it, os the mechanisation of humanity.

It’s like the series upload. You just order your sex like you do deliveroo and that’s that.

Honestly, it is more dehumanising than actual prostitution. But the real issue, is that the problems this sort of interaction creates are far-reaching and affect pretty much everything in society in a negative way.

And this is where we now get to the crux of the PUAs suck statement.

The entire PUA phenomenon is not really the origin of what we might want to call social degradation, but rather, a reaction to it.

As, indeed, was my own exploring, and wading through different women in quick succession without any precise aim beyond that of “finding the right one” in the most general of terms. Again, quoting myself from early 2010:

 

The underground world of PUAs was first exposed by Neill Strauss’ book The Game. As someone interested in all aspects of hypnosis I did look into this community as I will look just about anywhere if it will increase my knowledge base and help me to be more effective in my work. Fortunately for me, somewhat contemporaneously to my study of hypnosis I was also undergoing some drastic life changes in all areas of my life. One of these was my intimate relationships. I had divorced and then had two relationships one after the other which were both extremely intense one very beautiful until its unfortunate and somewhat inevitable end, the other extremely stressful and painful yet coloured with flashes of beauty and power so intense they literally changed my views of radical aspects of my philosophies. As a result, after this, I gave myself to a sort of uninhibited search for some deeper meaning in intimate relationships.

 

I begun a period of my life that was almost scientific in its detachment and approach yet also extremely intimate and self-revealing. I had more intimate encounters in a few months than I had had in the previous 10 years. I also (counter-intuitively to what most men that behave this way do) was extremely direct and honest with the women involved. I never lied to any of them and I always made it clear how I felt (and more importantly didn’t feel) towards them. With only a few exceptions no one was really hurt emotionally and even when this occurred occasionally it was never anything very serious, merely a little bruised ego either for them or for me. Some of these women —all of whom I am grateful to by the way and for whom I did genuinely care though I may not have been in love with any of them— I only saw once. Some I spent a little time with; all were intelligent, capable women in their own right and they were from all walks of life. They ranged in age, cultures, backgrounds, languages they spoke and of course all other details, yet I could not help but notice that for the most part they were all quite beautiful not only to me but to most men. Every one of these women would be considered a great ‘catch’ by the very vast majority of men.

 

And to be honest it surprised me. I had never considered myself particularly good looking and certainly not a socially skilled person. I am extremely individualistic, never required much social approval and the very concept of peer pressure was as foreign to me throughout my formative years as was evident the absence of girlfriends.

 

On examining my past I realised for the first time that apparently through luck or chance or some factor I could not identify, though relatively few in number up to that point, I had always been with beautiful looking women. And those I had fallen in love with were without exception well above any kind of norm (in looks, character and mind). I began to actually experiment with this and became more and more selective. Pretty soon I discovered a sense of things that I think few men really achieve in their life. A sense of self-confidence that I didn’t even know I was missing to begin with that can really only come from being validated by women we value. Undoubtedly some people reading this will consider me a misogynist chauvinist pig. I do not consider myself so, and in fact I love women. Nor, unbelievably as it may sound to some, am I a polygamist by nature.

 

My nature is monogamous. As long as I find the one, and as long as she’s always earning it (and me for her obviously) I seek nothing more than one woman. This period of my life though helped me to realise that. And I am eternally grateful to every woman I have ever had the good fortune to spend any time with. Without women, truly life would have no purpose I think. If it were possible for men to exist without women we would still live in trees and caves.

 

Which man would do anything more than club some food to death and find a relatively warm place to sleep if it weren’t for women?

 

Everything that was ever created, invented, built, reached for, designed, fought for…as the French say (but perhaps differently than they mean!): Cherchéz la femme. Behind everything that man ever did…there is somewhere a woman or the thought of her.

 

My reaction was due to the eventual collapse of a relationship that had lasted 13 years, though I was never married, then the collapse of my first marriage, which lasted only 4 years and then 2 more relationships of even shorter duration. These four relationships were the only ones that had mattered to me on a rather deeper level, with whatever liaisons happened in between them being essentially distractions or errors.

In a society that values people, individuals and life in general, in short, in a properly Catholic society, it is extremely likely that I would have remained with my first serious relationship for life. At least in part, and probably a very large part of it, the reason that 13 year old relationship eventually collapsed was probably due to the subtle but persistent infiltration of unhealthy, worldly infiltrations into what would otherwise have been a lifelong relationship.

The destroyed concept of marriage and family created by my boomer generation parents was common to all of generation X. As was the “natural” idea of abortion rather than having a child at “too young” an age. The utter secularisation of life as a whole, with the total absence of any higher spiritual direction whatever, the only purpose of life seemingly to be exclusively the satanic idea of “being happy”, led to a life that you were being told in every possible way should limit itself to, having as much material possessions as you could, avoid having children altogether because they got in the way of you having “a life”. A life that was supposedly dedicated to essentially the constant pursuit of material distractions and hedonistic pleasures. Frankly, it is only my “noble pagan” ancestral roots that saved me in some ways. Having been raised in a family tradition that still respected concepts like honesty, honour, keeping your word, a sense of natural and simple justice, permitted me to completely sidestep many of the pitfalls that lay there for so many of my generation and perhaps even more so for those that followed.

I never touched any drugs, never even got drunk once in fact. And my being involved in the budo philosophy of Japanese Karate-do from an early age meant I had a peculiar mix of agnostic zen philosophy with aspects of Shintoist if not reverence, at least historical respect for my ancestors, despite not knowing very much about them until relatively later in life.

We were also the first generation that became exposed to pornography to a degree that was unprecedented since Roman orgy times, and went well beyond the dirty magazines and hippie “free-love” of the boomer generation. While they had couched perversion and degeneracy as some deluded fantasy of being free of “jealousy” and “possessiveness”, by the time we were coming of age, it had already devolved into the idea that having as much sex as possible with as many people as possible was the “normal” way of life.

But consider for a moment, what the “rewards” of such an existence would be.

  • The absence of children as the pivotal part of family, because they get in the way of your hedonistic lifestyle.
  • The absence of relationships that endure hardships together because united by any higher purpose beside each part “being happy” and that individualistically within the “relationship”. The very concept that any relationship that had that as foundation could last beyond a few years at most is absurd.
  • Sex as a point-scoring status badge of sorts.
  • Emphasis on the ephemeral aspects of materialism: travel for travel’s sake, with no real deep penetration of cultures or geography beyond the required status symbol passport stamp and digital photo album (later to be displayed publicly online); owning of property and vehicles as further status badges if your success; wealth as proof of your superior intellect and ability, regardless of any other moral considerations.

I mean, think about it, bombarded by this message constantly, your own parent’s generation committed to these very same “ideals” with the narcissistic compulsion only the boomer generation ever managed to have, even if you “achieved” all of the supposed benchmarks of “success” this lifestyle supposedly promised, what would you be left with?

At best a healthy property portfolio with no one to leave it to besides the lawyers and ex-wives, as you descended into unglamorous old age alone and spiritually hollow.

And despite this, as well as being the most aborted generation, many GenXers managed to raise some form of families. Of course the carnage was spectacular. Divorces, abortions, and the pursuit of narcissistic, degenerate, selfishly hedonistic “happiness”, absent of any spiritual or moral rudder, was what surrounded us as we raised ourselves mostly, and these were the “values” we were exposed to constantly. It’s a miracle any of us managed to reproduce and retain a semblance of family at all.

Of course divorce, and abortion, and chasing smoke dragons, and drugs to numb the existential void, caught almost all of us to some degree or other. And for a generation already drastically reduced by being killed before we were born, then mostly stomped down and limited by our own parent’s generation in multiple ways, we did pretty well at surviving and overcoming and even reversing a few of the trends here and there in individual cases and small pockets of guerrilla resistance. Particularly given how thoroughly the truth of the spiritual aspects of life were hidden from us.

The boomers were (and remain) so desperate to remain unaware of their own spiritual and moral abyss, that they ridiculed, destroyed, discarded, disgraced, devalued, hid, and avoided, any meaningful confrontation with the numinous. With the reality of existence that truly forms the foundation of any true purpose. With any aspect of catering to the soul instead of the flesh. The boomers rejected what the silents couldn’t hold on to, we GenXers were not even aware something had existed there, for the most part.

The idea of a True Catholic Mass being meaningful, true, beautiful or even merely useful, was as foreign to us as the idea that some quaint pagan ritual to long-dead Gods might serve any purpose other than historical curiosity of a people that was obviously primitively superstitious and disappeared long ago; probably precisely because they wasted time and energy on such meaningless rituals.

And yet. If you look around now, it is mostly GenXers rallying the flag of Sedevacantism, and already beginning to pass that torch to generation Zyklon, which are our historical continuation, much as the millennials are that of the boomers.

Wait, what?

Allow me to recap. That historical aside was to give you a sense of why and how my generation was steered onto rocks instead of the meaningful life journey of marriage until death, children, family, tradition, real worship of God and respectful obedience to His laws as best as we can, creating truly meaningful lives (and thus happy in the only way that matters) rather than “hollywood happy” ones.

My personal story is a reflection of what a very few of my generation managed to do: I went full circle, and by luck or divine intervention, had the peculiar attribute of a persistence that almost none of my generational peers had any right to have. What was the point of never giving up when you had no real purpose to fight for? My adopted samurai code kept me away from drugs and a certain level of moral corruption, which did not, however, extend to sexual relations with women. In that respect, my descent into libertine ways was to a certain extent inevitable, given my intense nature, insatiable curiosity, and explorer’s heart.

But once again, if that becomes the totality of your life, what are you left with at the end of it?

It was that very conscious thought that led me initially at least partially out of it.

I distinctly recall the precise moment. I was alone at home, in an apartment I loved and that, incidentally, my eventual future wife had found for me. Lying on the orange couch that had come with the place, on a Saturday I think, having binge-watched a couple or three episodes of NCIS, I consciously considered my life. I was 39 years old, had travelled to many places, had essentially given up on trying to make any meaningful long term relationship work, I was limiting myself to having them last until the woman in question either irritated me or I got bored of her, and had rotated through a few cycles of getting a bunch of women under me in quick succession, then getting rid of all of them for a week or two, then starting the cycle again but with a somewhat “improved” version of the women-merry-go-round. Better read, prettier, dirtier in bed, or whatever the attribute, or set of attributes I got interested in that month.

I contemplated my future and thought about the different paths it could go. It was obvious to me by now that I could spend the rest of my life as I had been doing for the last few years and I could go to my grave with a constant change of woman on my arm, and that comparatively speaking —in spite of whatever my age or eventual decrepitude and wrinkles would be— such women would always be younger than me and prettier than most men would get a chance to be with long term, never mind temporarily more or less at will.

The appeal of that sort of future was essentially limited to the frisson of a new woman lifting herself partially off your bed as you gently slide down her knickers for the first time.

The intensity of a new body under you intent to please you or you pleasing her in ways she had not yet experienced. It’s thrilling. Intoxicating. I suppose, perhaps, there is a kinship to a kind of drug maybe. I wouldn’t know, I never did drugs, but the addiction to the ephemeral might be similar. It’s the kind if life where soon, familiarity could begin to breed contempt instead of a deepening love.

Where the normal, terrene, aspects of humanity become irritations and inspire contempt, instead of charity, forgiveness and a contemplation of our own weaknesses and errors; a practice that the boomers we were raised by avoided like vermin fleeing fire.

What can one be left with, living such a life, at say, age 99, looking back while cuddling your shotgun, your cognac and your memories, on your rocking chair?

The melancholy of remembering (assuming your brain didn’t go to shit by then) the fleeting sensation of how this or that woman’s foot felt on your calf as she orgasmed under you?

The erotic smell or taste of another?

The beautiful sunsets over an exclusive beach you shared with the one you had a few months with?

And who other than yourself to even remember these things with? Or even tell them to? And of what use would they be to anyone? Or of what interest, other than possibly morbid fascination with degeneracy?

So I thought about the alternative. Find a woman I could tolerate long term and have children and raise a family with. I was not naïve about the hardships that would entail. Including the putting up with the woman, since I had been through enough of them to know that, like all human beings, they all will irritate you in some ways or others. And the complications of raising a child, how it affects every aspect of your life, work, travel. I was not naïve any of those aspects of it. But thinking about it with cold reason, it was obvious that all those efforts would be worth it.

What I was naïve about however, was actual, full-blown narcissists. In a society that expects and enforces proper courtship, such creatures would be more likely to die alone. But, like the devil, in modern society, actual narcissists of the full blown variety were considered a somewhat mythological creature. At least back in 2008 or so they were. And to me they may as well have been werewolves. Creatures that didn’t actually exist. I was aware of evil people and of extremely selfish, manipulative and unethical ones. I had dealt with them more than most. But I was not prepared to imagine that a quasi-mythical creature, which is really more a shapeshifter at will than just a poor werewolf, who is a mere lunatic after all, could insinuate itself in my life.

The “methods of measurement” I had evolved were not really designed to sift for narcissists. They covered:

  • Looks – I had to be physically attracted to a high degree to get interested for a potential long term situation
  • Sex – plentiful and varied
  • IQ – they had to at least be able to understand some of the things that interested me once explained. At least in general terms. And be able to hold at least some level of conversation concerning philosophy (of life as lived, not the esoteric writings of some German incel like Schopenhauer)
  • Their attraction to me – If they weren’t interested to a certain level, then I lost interest in them pretty quickly too.
  • Some generic quasi-moral rules of ethics that at least mostly aligned with my own.

Well, let me tell you, that list does not, in any way sift for narcissists. In reality, as far as functional marriages are concerned, while a mutual attraction is certainly ideal, it is not even necessary. Neither is the sex or, necessarily, the IQ. But their character and ethics are pretty fundamental.

Today’s superficial ways have seen to it that as long as you have painted over your crappy moral fibre with enough glossy nail polish, sexy underwear, porn-star bedroom etiquette, and CNN or Fox News sound bytes  (to cater to left or right leanings) your abyss of the soul is not even noticed, much less criticised. 

Yes, it is true, that after such an experience, and in part also thanks to my previous encounters with women of all types, eventually, after I went through all that hell, and came out the other side, I found and ended up with what I believe will be my wife until we drop dead. Hopefully a very long time from now. But the difference is that instead of having adult children starting out in life, I now have children that I hope will get married early and make babies pretty much immediately after doing so, in the hope I get to be a grandfather before I drop dead. 

I do not regret any aspect of my life. It’s certainly been a hell of a ride so far and has no indications it will be any less interesting going forward, but it is probably true that in a society that had the values that Catholic society had a few hundred years ago, I probably would have married and had a lifetime with hat first girl I was with for 13 years. We would have had a bunch of children and be comfortable enough now to be able to retire in some semblance of peace.

It does happen to be true that I also believe I am much better able to appreciate the joys of life now than I would have been in that alternate history, and I think I am happier too and with a woman I certainly feel is perfectly matched to me, so overall, I ended up in a better place that will certainly keep me busy (and entertained too, both good and bad) until I eventually do join my ancestors in the afterlife. 

So What’s The SOLUTION then Kimosabe?

Patience grasshopper. First, understand where we are:

  • I have identified the issue is the mechanisation of human interactions.
  • I have shown some of the errors, pitfalls and ultimately nihilistic and generation-ending future this way of life produces.
  • The “benefits” such a lifestyle provides would absolutely not be positives or even required in an ordered, Catholic society.

But before I show you the solutions, you need to understand the real root of the problem. And that is the secularisation of society. That happened because of Protestantism. Protestantism is literally nothing less than the rebellion against God first done by Lucifer the so-called Lightbringer. 

I have covered this before and in various degrees of detail. But the point remains relatively simple. Protestantism brought in the disordering of relations between the sexes. It started with the introduction of contraception, which changed the dynamic of marriage. From the primary purpose being to create, nurture and raise a family, to having sex for fun.

Think about that. 

Serioulsy. Think about it. 

Try to imagine what the world would be like if not only you, but everyone around you, thought of marriage as a situation in which you remain with that person for life, no matter what, and create and raise children together (as long as you are physically able to). How would that life be? 

Well, we had that. For quite a long time. Now that attitude is seen as “backward”, unjust to women, socially irresponsible, and endangering the planet.

Before contraception was accepted by Protestant branches, the very idea of divorce was considered quite scandalous throughout Western Civilisation. After it, divorce naturally became commonplace.

It is perfectly logical of course, when the primary function of having sex become personal enjoyment, instead of family creation, with the bonus of personal enjoyment, then, sex becomes just one of the many things that has to be “perfect” in order to fill in the relevant box-ticking list that one must curate in order to “be happy”.

After contraception and fault-free divorce on demand, the very act of getting pregnant is a misfortune, something that will prevent you from doing what you want when you want, with anyone you want. So you begin to murder babies. And today we have “ex-spurts” trying to make it legal to kill babies up to 2 year olds. Mostly it started with this piece of shit in human form.

Contraception took a while to be “socially acceptable” thanks to the strength that even a declining morality within the greater Catholic Church had instilled in Western man. It took some 400 years from 1521 to get contraception to be more widespread. And it took until 1958 for the Papacy to be taken over right up to the present day, by Satanic freemasons. 

But here we are. Add in ubiquitous pornography and degeneracy of every kind, such as the current “transgender” movement, aimed specifically at children by the usual LGBTQPedo types and is it any wonder we have a generally sociopathic undercurrent to human relations in 2023.

So, here FINALLY are the solutions.

If you have read all that and got to this point, it is probable you’re not a millennial. Maybe a Zyklon with reading skills, which is rare enough but not unheard of. So it is only fair that I point out that this is not Boomer-type “advice” of the “don’t do as I did, but do as I say” variety. Nor is it of the same Boomer type that is more akin to “I did it when it was cool, and I *am* cooler, but don’t YOU do it, you’re not cool enough to pull it off.”

No. This is the kind of advice from someone that has come through the fire and miraculously is not just alive, but has a happy ending. 

In essence what I am telling you is:

“Don’t believe the bullshit of Hollywood son!”

“You have to fuck your way through an army of whores, gold-diggers and idiots to just begin to understand that porn stars don’t make the best mothers!”

It’s not so much “don’t be a criminal, because crime doesn’t pay,” type of Bible-thumping advice. It’s more of a “you get ass-raped in prison,” reality check.

And criminals go to jail. Almost all of them in the long run.

Ok, fine! as my three year old says, while stamping his foot. But then what do I do?

Learn. Educate yourself about proper Catholicism. That was the society that created the best situation for humanity, so learn what they did and how and why. And believe me when I say that what you think you know of Catholicism has, in fact, almost nothing to do with it.

Find out what Sedevacantism is and why it exists. 

Understand what relationships are from that perspective and what they look like.

If you can read Italian (or French) you can certainly get into the extreme detail of it by reading this book.

Understand above all, what is the lie concerning familiarity with many women. I said above that having had lots of sexual interactions can result in an increased ability in having such encounters, obviously, but also that it had other “benefits” of status among your equally brainwashed peers and so on, and by extension in relation to your general life prospects. Sure, but it does that in the context of a fallen world.

My personal sense of self-worth or ability to achieve certain things in life, was never tied to the number of women I had been with. When I stated that:

Pretty soon I discovered a sense of things that I think few men really achieve in their life. A sense of self-confidence that I didn’t even know I was missing to begin with that can really only come from being validated by women we value.

I was referring to my ability with women. I never had doubts about my abilities on other aspects of life, be it work, politics, skills or whatever. The self-confidence with women was merely a confirmation (by these women) that my abilities in general tallied with my own view of them. 

I assure you that my intensity at any job I undertook, confrontation I faced, or difficulty in life, was in no way affected by how many women I had been with other than very tangentially. Because they had been with me (those whose encounters were of a duration that permitted it) and seen other aspects of my life, they had confirmed their noticing of such abilities by, in a sense, giving themselves to me, at times at least, also in a secondary relation to those abilities. 

For example, if you’re a millionaire, some women will get sexual with you because of your money. And in that sense it “confirms” you have money. It was never my case, but I had such “confirmation” based on other aspects of my abilities, often in cases that were not even conscious for the women. It doesn’t matter at all —consciously anyway— to most women, if you are a good martial artist, or painter, or poet (assuming the talent isn’t related to wealth), and yet, talented men will tend to attract more women. It’s a natural selection thing, but undeniably, after enough interactions, a pattern of “merit” of various skills could be derived by the number of women who took notice.

In short, being with lots of women only means you will feel you are able to get with lots of women. And while that skill may give you an ego boost, if you are rational, you will realise that if that ego-boost got you to a better job, say, it was not because you banged a dozen girl in a week. And consequently you will also realise that since you can manipulate your own internal ego-sensations, you can get the ego-boost at will.

I for example, have almost never been rejected after a face-to-face job interview, and it had absolutely nothing to do with my sexual prowess, I assure you.

Learn courtship. And no, it doesn’t matter if the woman doesn’t know anything about it or is not used to it. And no, courtship is not bringing flowers and being totally chaste and so on. Sure, it can encompass those things, for a girl that understands such gestures rather than expects them as a tribute to her superficial beauty. It means taking the time to get to know the character of this woman you are interested in. And being able to recognise Red Flags. Which are not necessarily the ones popular culture tells you they are. A man that stands his ground, morally, intellectually or physically, today is labelled some kind of aggressive bully, intolerant, backward, and so on. Society does not supposedly approve of a straight white male that tells you to fuck right off when you try to push your SJW agenda on him, or worse, his children. But guess what, women worth marrying, even if they might deny it from their upset mouths, or believe that no, no, no, they don’t want a “brute” of that sort, inevitably, deep down, ultimately, want to surrender to such a man.

I honestly would have to think hard to count how many supposed feminists, discovered they really enjoyed discarding the feminist card completely once in the bedroom, and then pretty much never picked it up again. Feminism is the female equivalent of sexual frustration rage that people like Elliot Rodger have. 

The male incel rage is: If I can’t get any of the pretty girls, then no one will! I’ll kill you all!

The female incel rage is: If I can’t get any of the deeply hormonally satisfying sexual relationships I want, then no woman ever shall enjoy sex again with anyone!

Well that’s a lot of time investment but where’s your proof?! (aka provide peer reviewed source).

Ok, my internet autist friend. Read more. See what Catholic cities, lives and lifestyles were in the 1600s, or the 1700, or the 1800. Learn who invented the actual scientific method. Learn who the greatest astronomers and scientists were in most of human history.

And if the past is not evidence enough, know that as of 2023, I know of at least 3 or 4 couples that have got engaged to be married as a direct result of reading at least Believe! and maybe event RTCC, but at any rate, of learning about Catholicism. I know of more that got married. And of at least a couple of people that have potentially avoided suiciding themselves because of learning about these things.

Beyond that, if you are hellbent on drowning your soul and future in pussy, there’s not much I can do, or even want to do, to dissuade you. If god has given us free will, who am I to try to force you away from the path to hell you are choosing?

All I can do is tell you of my walk along that route and why I think it’s a very bad idea in the end. I not only survived, but I got uncommonly lucky, and I say luck because I know who I am talking to here, people that either are, or were, or aspire to be, as I was, some kind of fearless pussy-hunter, and I don’t want to be so presumptuous to ascribe God’s grace to me to the extent that He clearly Has done so. Not because He has not, but because I don’t want you getting the idea that I think I deserve it. 

I know I don’t and didn’t deserve it. But God permitted me to have it anyways, and even better than I thought it could be. Of course, there are hardships too, but man, am I glad for these hardships as opposed to the alternatives that I would have faced in that life of headlong hedonism.

So I hope you have read this all, young man. And I hope you take the advice and use it to avoid all the pitfalls and traps that delayed and snared me, and make the future for you and your children one where the Klaus Schwabs and globohomo pedo-satanists of the world have their DNA eradicated forever.

And if you’re not all that young anymore, then I hope you are in time still. You can be, and yes, sometimes it’s up to God, but buddy, trust me, if you’re in your late 40s or even 50s, you still can get it all. Which is not to say you don’t need to move your ass, you do, because as my Grandmother always said: “Aiutati e il ciel t’aiuta.” 

Help yourself and heaven helps you.

But it’s still all doable.

Yesterday I spoke to a guy I used to know some 20 years ago and that I did some security/bodyguard/close protection/hello-sir-can-interest-you-in-some-fairness-karma-and-justice kind of stuff. We are the same age. He has 7 children (he started earlier than me, the weakling, so I only have 5) the youngest being 7 months old. And trust me when I say that he had very few redeeming human qualities. Having been who I was, I can say that without any malice.

If he can, and I can, so can you.

And in case you’re wondering, no, he’s not Catholic. But he is religious, and believes in his culture and his people’s traditions, and in fact moved back to his ancestral land, as, in a sense, have I. Well, I haven’t taken the Most Serene Republic of Venice back yet, but you know, give it time, I may do it just yet.

And if you are a Boomer, and managed to read this all without spitting at the screen about how your g-g-generation was the best ever, and how we GenXrs should just have lifted ourselves from our bootstraps, like you did, and all that, then do what you can to help your sons, or theirs, or a total stranger if it comes to it. I mean, hey, if you’re short of ideas, you can always donate to my project here at The Kurganate

Or like my own father did, help your son/s daughters own property/land/a business that they can develop and pass on to their children and so in in turn. Remember that most wealthy people are so because of generational wealth being passed down.

My ancestors were adventurers, explorers and handy with swords and guns and some with politics, but they also squandered their fortunes in some cases and made them and passed it on in others, but I plan, as best I can, to pass it all on. And to raise wolves. Good, strong, ethical, Catholic wolves, but wolves nonetheless.

I hope you do too.

 

Why so many under 30s are fooled by Tate, Peterson, etc.

I expect this to upset the very demographic it is addressed to, to the point that the spam trenches on this blog will need to be dug deeper by an order of magnitude. Nevertheless, I have come to the conclusion that SOMEONE had probably better try to address the continued and relentless zombification of the Millenials and Gen Zs and whatever the next one after that is. Not because I particularly want to. I find it extremely tedious and obvious, but it seems no one else is really addressing the ACTUAL issues.

Nor is this limited to Andrew Tate or Jordan Peterson, or Milo the Freemason fake Catholic, or Emo Jones the other fake Catholic, or Tay-Tay Marshall or Gary Voris or any other fake, Novus Ordo grifter, or other grifters of a different nature, whatever their scam and lies that they are pushing.

The problem of why so many young men are being wooed by the retarded, often gay, fake, and even criminal siren song of these grifters is multifaceted and has more than one cause. Usually it’s a mixture of them or even all of them. So… my young, wanna-be, successful, Alpha-male, pay attention.

This WILL help you. IF you listen, take it on board and do the necessary changes required. How do I know it works? Because I have counselled in my private life, dozens of men younger than myself, through martial arts, friendships, social anxiety and actual issues they came to me for in hypnosis sessions and so on. And those who took on board certain concepts and worked on them went on to have good lives, where they got girlfriends or wives, found decent work, and generally were happy. Certainly a LOT happier than when I first met them.

That all said, I am not a doctor, I am not your guru, I don’t want to be and I am ultimately NOT responsible for anything you do or don’t do in your life. You are. And ONLY you. So be clear about that first and foremost. It’s really the bedrock of everything.

YOU are responsible for you. No one else is. And YOU are the only factor in life you can control to a degree that is far, far beyond anything else you can control in life. Or even that you should control.

So make that rule 1. You are responsible for yourself, your weaknesses and strengths, your results and effects, your successes and failures.

Without accepting that as the baseline, everything else is not even relevant. So, assuming you have understood and agreed with that axiomatic premise, let us now look at the other things that contribute to your being a patsy.

You’re not going to like what I tell you. Because it will imply a pretty massive change if you do take it on board. But if you are unhappy with your life, guess what, you NEED to change. So… either face reality and react accordingly, or keep living in the delusion bubble and seethe and cope by masturbating yourself to death from both porn and intellectual bullshit.

Now, not ALL of the below may apply to you to the same degree, but most will apply to you to some degree. It’s up to you to figure out which is which to what degree.

Problem n.1 – Women (Part 1)

I’ve not met any 26 year old, surrounded by female attention that has very many self-confidence issues, at least as it regards to the aspect of life that concerns sexuality. What I have met are 26 year olds that were very successful with women, yet still didn’t really care, or appreciate them at all. And given the zeitgeist we live in, I certainly understand that. The idea of having a rotating door in your bedroom is made to seem enticing and fun and manly. I personally never concerned myself with such labels of “status” because mostly I couldn’t care less about the vast majority of humanity and their opinions of me have never really interested or concerned me. I did what I did because I wanted to, and I certainly had years of having that rotating door. But I was still, to a degree, in search of something, and I wanted the experiences for both me and the women involved to be positive. I can’t tell you how many supposed “ladies men” seemed to me to have genuine contempt for the very women they engaged in sex with. One guy I used to work with literally stated that if he managed to have sex with a woman on a first date he considered it a success but he would have no further respect for the woman. I remember telling him he was a hypocrite and an idiot. I personally at that time too loved having sex on a first date with a woman I was attracted to. But I enjoyed it and considered it a mutual success. It was a good way to get to know each other and made for better conversation too than having a coffee. But I never thought less of the woman for sleeping with me right away. It was what I wanted and she did too, I saw that as a good indicator that we liked each other and that was good. I suppose this probably had to do with the fact that I was always able to discriminate between a slovenly slut that would give it up to anyone because she had an itch, she had a drink, she had serious self-esteem or daddy issues, or whatever, and a discerning slut, who liked dick but was picky about which ones she let inside herself.

Now, I don’t know how to teach you that skill. And in any case it is not infallible, because an alluring woman can easily make us want to think the best of her and “ignore” the red flags. Some of it undoubtedly comes with experience, and in turn that comes with bedding a lot of women, which is certainly not advice any Catholic should give, as a way to learn, but it remains a fact that one learns most by doing.

Now, the issue with most of these young guys is that they face a lot of issues related to women. And these end up being some of the prime motivators behind their following of absolute retarded conmen like Andrew Tate. And we will get to that in due course. For now, deal with the last sentence first:

Andrew Tate is a retarded conman. He’s fucking stupid. He’s good at bullshitting and creating a persona, and he’s “intelligent” in the clever way of a fox, but not of an actually intelligent human being. He is literally in jail, and will stay there for some years, probably 10 to 20, because he essentially snitched on himself. Even if no one else was accusing him of anything, his own words are enough to charge him and find him guilty of sex trafficking. That’s just a FACT. I don’t care if you don’t like it or think I am wrong. If you do think that, you are an unsalvageable moron and you need to leave this blog. You’re too stupid to get any benefit from it. Go away.

The link above proves this point beyond a doubt. And similar proofs exist for Jordan Peterson, Milo and all the other grifters, and no, I am not going to provide them all for you, you lazy whiner. Do it yourself, by using a search engine and exercising that lump in your skull you seem to think is just warm tapioca.

So, if you have been hanging on to his every word, realise right now, you have been fooled by a conman, and idiot and a grifter that is also literally a pimp who manipulates women to abuse them sexually (yes he is on record saying he essentially raped at least one girl) and steal money from them with lies AND… manipulated YOU into listening to his bullshit, maybe giving him money and so on. Stings? Burns your ass? Eh… get over it. We’ve all been fooled by someone sometime to some degree or other. But if you let your butthurt about this prevent you from learning how to avoid it in the future…well…enjoy the ride…because those who will ride you certainly will.

Now as to the problems with women that drive you into the cuddling arms of the Andrew Tates of the world, we will get to those, but first… let’s get to the problem one level lower that allows such issues with women fester and BECOME issues in the first place.

Problem n.2 – A Special Unicorn Living on a Dead World

This is really the deeper level of the issue and the core of it in real terms. From Millennials on down (so age 40 or so and less) the prevailing zeitgeist fostered on the planet, is that everyone is a special snowflake, and unique, and supreme, and deserving of only the best. This absolute nonsense was promulgated primarily by that Freemasonic created portal to hell: the USA.

Mostly via Pedowood, and it then rapidly infected the rest of the planet. Instead of growing up with your dad’s foot booting your ass if you didn’t behave properly, in a nuclear family that loved you, you were raised by either boomer narcissists, or overworked and brainwashed GenXers (though, as far as generations go they were by far the least guilty of this, especially when compared to the epitome of narcissism: the Boomers) who invariably left you to the TV which continued to vomit out Boomer philosophy.

So, here you are, you special child, you, getting participation trophies for not drooling on yourself while TV told you you could be anything you wanted, and your school saw to it you were illiterate and innumerate at the same time.

So, for many of you, you grew up functional retards, with no sense of history, no sense of what your ancestors were or did, no ability to think logically or even know what logic is, no ability to do simple mathematical calculations of risk-benefit analysis, no mastery of the one language you speak, no desire or even ability to comprehend things by reading, and usually with a diet of mcDonalds and processed sewage.

You had, and have, all these expectations but zero ability, desire, or even understanding that you needed to have ability and desire in order to achieve your expectations.

It’s pretty grim.

But wait, it gets worse.

Maybe over time, you realise at least some of the lies. Maybe, despite the gaslighting, like many GenXers, you fought through it and did learn a skill. Maybe you tried to get healthier. Maybe you even learnt what logic is and what objective reality is and that (gasp), in fact, IT EXISTS!

And maybe you realised you were not so special, and so you worked hard at developing yourself. Great. Cool. Except… All your peers were mostly still retarded Unicorns… which, hey, who cares, right, leave all retards behind (my motto). Except that… the lie was massive. There WAS no special place for you. the Boomers closed everything off, sucked it dry and made it so their own children couldn’t catch up.

Hi Zoomer. Welcome to the world of Gen X. Let me show you around.

So the real opportunities were miserable and few. And counter-intuitive. You got gas-lighted for your whole life into believing your 100k degree in bleaching the gay assholes of the World Economic Forum types was the TOP-TIER LIFE GUARANTEE. And instead you would have been better off learning how to be a plumber.

So now, not only do you have zero opportunities, you also have a life-long debt and are stuck tweezing grey hair out of old assholes before you bleach them. And you can only get from one pay check to the next by eating noodles and buying cheap clothes.

So you think, ok, fuck it. Maybe I’ll just find one good woman and it will be me and her against the world. Fuck it, right? It might be hard, but it’s kind of romantic and worth it and…yeah…except you know how all your peers are retarded unicorns? Yeah. So you get with Betty. And before you know it Betty thinks you should also lick those WEF old assholes so she can be kept in jewellery and fancy underwear she can show off on instagram. To impress that almost famous actor she would cheat on you in a hot second to get together with. Right.

So what do you do? Turn your brain to jelly by smoking dope all day, wanking all night and seeing if you can get disability so you don’t need to bleach gay assholes all day.

And along comes this fucking guy, this bald, old guy they call the Kurgan and tells you you’re a pussy. FUCK HIM! Yeah, fuck him, right? And there is this other bald guy, but he’s younger you know, and with lots of money and lots of bitches, because hey, your last three girlfriends were all bitches. Assuming you ever even got your dick wet at all. And he tells you this is how you make the money! This is how you get the pussy! And yeah, they are all bitches! You’re right bro! It’s only the bro code, bro! And yeah man, it’s the Matrix (the boomers called it The Man, just so you know, you historically illiterate youngling). The Matrix wants to control you man. The Matrix doesn’t want me speaking truth to you bro? Send me money and I’ll show you how to become Neo (that special Unicorn deep down you still KNOW you are). Just like me bro. Look bro, I did it, so can you, bro! Oh fuck, what? My own stupidity got the better of me and now I will do 10 to 20 for being a scumbag? Aw shit… no bro, it’s the Matrix bro! It’s the Matrix!

So yeah. I can see how you’d fall for it.

Now… you ready to hear the truth? For free. I’m not asking you to buy my special “Don’t get raped online” University deal. No sign-up fees, no pimping. Just facts. Ugly, dirty, but real facts.

You been fucked over kid. We all have. The Boomers fucked a lot of shit up, sure, but really, every human being on Earth gets lied to. And the ones who lie the most eat the weak, and the honest, and the kind. There are some ugly, ugly, nasty forces at work, and sure, there are a bunch of “Matrixes” and they want to suck your blood dry even as they fight amongst themselves for control.

If you could see the reality of the world in an analogy form, it is a very dark one. It is filled with vampires, and werewolves, and orcs, all looking to use you in some blood ritual sacrifice to their demon Gods. And you are weak, and small, and if you’re lucky, you might have a heirloom silver dagger that MIGHT take out one of the werewolves if you hit it just so, but everyone is weak and scared around you. And there is a serious shortage of high level adventurers with magic armour coming to save your little village/family/home/you from the parasites that have hooked you up to indentured slavery.

So. What can you do?

More than you have ever been taught to think you can. Yes really. But it will NOT be a fun ride in the park. It’s going to be hard. You will despair along the way and you might still not make it. But you’re all that is left, so choose. Either fight, or else lie down and stay down. Be their bitch. Take the shots. Smoke the dope. Stop trying to travel. Eat the bugs. Watch the porn. Become a tranny. It’s up to you.

So what’s it gonna be?

If you choose to lie down and give up. be on your way. You need read here no longer.

If you decide to fight then let me give you some help. Again, for free. But remember, this is just my best advice. Your situation is unique to you. You have to figure out some stuff on your own, but I can give you general guidelines.

Ready? Ok, here goes.

1. Improve Yourself

Pretty much regardless of your age, but always better if you are younger and under 40, improve yourself intellectually first of all. Learn the basics of logic, math, and above all, the importance of objective reality and the fact that there is ONE truth. Not one truth for each person, or a relative truth, no. There is ONE Objective Truth. Regardless of whether you or anyone else is always able to figure out what it is at any given time, that’s how this Universe is. If you can afford it and want to save time, learn about the Trivium. Yes, there is a course on this on Kurgan TV, but I’m not asking you to buy it or read my books. I’m just saying it’s there and it was designed to be helpful, so it might help you save time, but you can probably find out this stuff on your own taking a bit longer to do so probably, but that’s ok too.

Read. Learn to read books. The older ones are better in general. Learn history. Real history. Not the lies you been told. David Irving has all his books online for free and it will certainly change your perspective on World War II if nothing else. Harold Lamb’s The Crusades is excellent, as is Bradfors’s The Great Siege of Malta. It matters where your ancestors came from. Find out. The benefits of doing so are not easy to explain or believe, but they are there. Find out.

At the same time, improve yourself physically. Pick up a sport. Martial arts is very helpful in producing a stronger mindset. Regardless of the style, that alone is worth more than you can imagine. If you can’t find a Systema gym near you, find something. Karate, Jujitsu, Boxing. Whatever is closer and go and do it at least for a few months to see if you can hack it. And if you like it then carry on with it. Eat better. Take care of yourself in terms of making sure however poor you are, your body at least is CLEAN. Personal hygiene is not optional. Not for anyone sane.

2. Try to buy assets/generate wealth

This is particularly hard if you’re broke, have no assets and a crappy job, or maybe even no job. Yes it’s depressing. Yes it’s demoralising. Yes it’s humiliating. But even if it means knocking on doors and asking if you can mow lawns, get to it. Do some work. Sure it sucks. Sure it might be minimum wage, but get some money and save some money. Live like a rat if you need to but have an objective. If it’s to get a suit to do better interviews for better jobs then, do that. Look at manual labour and manual labour skills. Electricians, plumbers, bakers, bricklayers, none of them starve. And yes it may take time, but save as much as you can as fast as you can and given the state of things today, try to buy non-perishable assets as fast as you can. This generally means land or property. Be careful, learn about all the shady shit that can happen when you buy property, but aim to do that, because the fiat money can collapse tomorrow and at some point will.

If you can’t afford property, try to make sure you have functional transport (a car is NOT an asset, it depreciates and gets used up over time, but it is useful) even if it’s just a moped. If you are in the USA think geographically where might be the best place for you to live. Don’t go half-cocked buying an acre of rural desert and think you’ll be fine “homesteading”. Farming is hard and being self-sufficient from the land for one person is almost impossible and you will have to work harder than you ever imagined just to literally not die from hunger and malnutrition. Educate yourself and plan ahead. If you’re young and single, learning how to sail and finding a yacht you can work on or a small one you can buy and use as a charter, might be a better way. These are just suggestions, think about how you want to live and where and work towards it. Gradually but almost obsessively. And try to protect your savings because the Ponzi scheme has to come crashing down at some point. Crypto, money from the internet and so on is all great, if you can do it successfully, but remember, it’s all relying on infrastructure that can disappear in a flash. If you have a hectare of farmable land, with a house large enough for you and a wife and children, and can afford to buy the tools to farm it, over time, even if the world goes to shit, you are in a better position than most people. And yes, you might still starve anyway.

3. Learn the importance of gradual progress

Forget get rich quick schemes. They really are few and far between and 99% of them are total scams. The other 1% is a scam too. The real get rich quick schemes happen once in a blue moon and no one will advertise them to you. If you’re lucky enough to see an opportunity, you will have to evaluate it using logic and reason and courage and then decide if you want to risk it or not. Risk takers tend to do better in life as long as they are determined people. Statistically. You may be the low end of the curve. Fate, luck and divine intervention can all make or brake you at times. And if you get broken you need to have the kind of mind that gets up again and starts again.

4. Women again – Part 2

You’ve been lied to about women the most of all. They are not all whores, nor are they all saints. they are just like you. A mix of good and bad in different proportions. Their brains work different because they are physically different from male brains. So are their bodies. You might have noticed. Form follows function, and so does the brain.

Their hormones and baby-making functions make them far more prone to their emotions than the average non-soy raised male is. Their ability to play out possibilities ahead in the long-term and think logically is generally lower than that of a normal, heterosexual male. But they have an ability to care and nurture that men lack in that specific way. Their, perhaps, at times, lower logical ability is what allows them to still love an asshole like you. And raise the children with more day-to-day care, day, after day, after day, than you might take.

Their ability to be swayed by their emotions can be irritating and even family destroying if not reined in, but it can also be what adds a certain magic and charm to your life together. Making things more colourful instead of merely grayscale, or worse, just black and white.

And they have been gaslighted far worse and far more successfully than you. There is no magic bullet of how any one woman may react to you or not. Much less an overall magic bullet that you can apply to all women.

Pimping them out to make you money is not what anyone I would consider a man would do. They are weaker than you. They may be easier to manipulate than you. And is that what you want to do? Is that who you are?

Not forcing a woman to become a whore is not being beta. It’s called being normal. And anyone that thinks otherwise is a retarded and unnecessary oxygen thief.

Ok, but so how do I find a 25 year old nice Catholic Virgin that will never divorce-rape me and be a good wife?

Have you not been listening, boy?

Unless you happen to have the luck of some divine miracle, for the most part, you don’t.

We are living in a slow-burn post/during/still-on Apocalypse.

You pick one that is preferably not a crack-head selling her ass on street corners for the next fix. One that you get along with, that seems salvageable, and you help her see the light. BY EXAMPLE FIRST AND FOREMOST.

By not bending your principles and being willing to let her go if she will not abide by them.

By being able to love before you ask to be loved.

Above all, you learn to interact with PEOPLE first. Then women. And eventually with women for the purpose of being with them romantically.

Oh, but I am not handsome/rich/whatever enough!

Oh, but women pick the man, not the other way round!

Oh but my dick is too small!

Oh but my wallet is too small!

Etc. ad nauseam.

Shut up. Now pay attention, because you’re one of these types if any of those sentences above in any way resonated with you.

The Physical Incel

You’re short, hairy, with a small dick and come from India. Life is tough.

Yup, you will never be with a supermodel who loves giving you morning blowjobs (unless you pay for it and she will still be disgusted and unable to hide it). Eat better. Go to gym. Dress better. Shave your hairy ass or get laser. And… (drumroll) LOOK WITHIN YOUR RANGE. Find yourself a nice girl to have an arranged marriage with who is also from your part of India.

I literally know physical cripples with a hump and deformed faces that are happily married. Because they looked within their range and found a good woman who also has some milder physical handicaps and they are in love and take care of each other and are happy. That guy literally has a happier and better family life of ALL the incels chasing the 5’10” blonde with supermodel looks.

You are fixated on the idiotic belief that you are successful only if you have a trophy wife other men are jealous of. Stop it. That’s not what is important in life. Being successful means you love someone deeply and they love you deeply and you make children you love and raise together.

If you need to get rid of your absurd expectations, save a lot of money and hire 20 hookers over 20 days and get over the way they look and realise many of them would probably push a button that means you die if they get all your net worth. Then wake up.

The Social Incel

You’re autistic and normal IQ. You were raised in a hippy commune. You were abused as a child and can’t relate to other human beings. You forget to shower or brush your teeth and you pick your nose in public. Life sucks.

Learn how well-adjusted human beings behave and copy it. WASH YOURSELF. See above. Personal hygiene is NOT optional. Ever. Learn to have normal conversations with people. Telling the pretty girl at the bus stop about your extensive stamp collection and would she like to see it, is not normal. It makes you sound like a serial killer. Not a sexy one though.

There really is no substitute for learning the theory and then going out to practice it. Remember, learn to interact with ALL people, men and women first. Then, slowly, gradually, learn how to talk to, joke with, and flirt with women. It’s like anything else. Learn it.

The Mental Incel

Pro-tip: ALL INCELS ARE MENTAL INCELS

The fundamental issue with men who have zero success with women is a mental one. They don’t think they can and they are hell-bent on proving it to the entire world. It’s not their fault, it’s the way they look, or how much money they don’t have, or the fact that women are all whores, it’s never ever, ever about them ever having to change their brain and therefore their attitudes, their behaviours, their work, their look, and whatever else.

Then there are also the gammas. These are the deluded morons who think that by copying the actions of men who do have an instinctive intimacy with women, they will obtain the same results. Nothing could be further from the truth and in fact these guys almost invariably tend to become bitter, frustrated, and quite often, actual predators and rapists.

I have literally spoken to a woman for about 3 minutes and then ended up in bed with her. I have had one short dance with a woman, spoke a few sentences, then walked away and a half hour later, when she was dancing with some other guy, touched her back from behind so she would turn, called her over and she came over and we started kissing. The guy she was dancing with couldn’t believe it and stormed off. These are not women I had met or spoken to before. Nor where they particularly “easy” or slutty. And they were all stone cold sober.

While I am not advocating that sort of behaviour, given I am a Catholic now, I did do those things. And I assure you that if another man, better looking than me, richer than me, better dressed than me had tried to do those same exact physical actions to those very same women, at the same time and place and day I did, but without that inexplicable sense one develops only over time when one has been with many women and learnt subtle things instinctively that cannot be explained as the incels would love it were possible to, well…such men would have been rejected instantly and possibly had their face slapped while being loudly accused of being rapey-creeps.

The point is that if you ape the actions without understanding the subtext of the situation, you literally ARE a rapey creep. And kind of a psychopath. Without a clear grasp of these situations, even if you have good intentions, you can make a bad call and before you know it have found yourself in a very unpleasant situation. So, unless you are absolutely sure of how a woman will react to a physical advance on your part, don’t. I mean I have never really messed up in that regard, and even then, most times, before kissing a woman I still tended to ask. There is nothing wrong with telling her you want to kiss her. It gives her a choice and sometimes they say no and then they kiss you a few minutes later themselves anyway. My point here is two-fold and somewhat paradoxical. Yes you need to be confident in yourself, but no, you cannot fake the confidence or force it. When you have it, they will come to you anyway and when you don’t no amount of “game” will fool a woman that you do. And if you DO fool her, it will only result in bad news for you down the line when she wakes up and realises you’re a paper tiger that got into her pants by deception.

In Summary

So you got a raw deal in life by being born in a very dystopian timeline. OK. Toughies. You really just have to do the best you can and that means taking on board reality, or lying down and becoming a prison-bitch before they kill you off with the latest booster shot. And either way stop fucking whining. You weren’t born blind in dirt poor Somalia with no food at all, where you?

There is one last points that isn’t going to be one you can digest easily or even at all, but it certainly helps if you understand the spiritual element of all this and that, in my opinion, means becoming a Sedevacantist (aka Actual Catholic). My short book BELIEVE! takes a couple of hours to read and was written from the perspective I have, which is that of a man that was anything BUT a Catholic, and lived like a pretty wild creature and then had an experience that proved to me that God exists, is Love and the closest to the truth of it all is in fact Sedevacantist Catholicism. Over a hundred people have converted to Sedevacantism as a result of reading it, from atheists to agnostics to protestants, so it obviously has some effect.

Eventually, even if you get everything else right, you will need to deal with the spiritual too and frankly, if you manage to deal with that first, the rest becomes magnitudes of orders easier, but I don’t expect many of you will bother to investigate this first and in the depth it deserves, so… for now, at least, I hope you will take the other suggestions to heart.

You might also want to read the poet IF, by Rudyard Kipling, and take it to heart.

Good luck.

Sodalitium Pianum

The Sede Privationists that I consider to currently be the only legitimate Catholics have finally released their brief exam of the Novus Ordo Mass in English HERE.

I read the original in Italian and Latin and it was a real pleasure to read in that using the most eloquent and official Italian, it nevertheless delivered nuclear level orbital bombardment on the whole heretic mess of the Novus Ordo Mass.

The English translation is somewhat less brutal in its effect linguistically but still at least a good Napalm drop.

A small excerpt gives a flavour:

Having removed the keystone, the reformers had to put up scaffolding. Having suppressed the real purposes of the Mass, they had to substitute fictitious purposes of their own. This forced them to introduce actions stressing the union between priest and faithful, or among the faithful themselves–and led to the ridiculous attempt to superimpose offerings for the poor and for the Church on the offering of the host to be immolated. The fundamental uniqueness of the Victim to be sacrificed will thus be completely obliterated. Participation in the immolation of Christ the Victim will turn into a philanthropists’ meeting or a charity banquet.

It is not light reading, but the whole thing can still be read in one quiet afternoon, or several of you take time to ponder the mysteries referred to and so eloquently discussed.

If, like me, you have been ignorant of such details, but you are nevertheless curious about the truth of them, it will be impossible to accept the Churchian version of “Catholicism” after reading this.

Sede Privationists seem to me to have it right.

Ad Gloriam Dei

Learning about Classical Music

To my eternal surprise, thanks to a friend, I am discovering that classical music is awesome.

THE SJW LIST

This is a thing of beauty.

THE COMPLETE SJW LIST

SJWs LOVE to make everything political. In fact it is their credo: The personal IS the political. In other words, they just can’t leave people alone to think, read, enjoy or believe as they wish.

You need to think as they do or be sent off to the gulags if not the death camps.

After all, remember that it is always the socialist ideologies that have the highest bodycounts. Nazis are evil scum of course, being socialists (that’s what Nazi stands for don’t you know, my young, clueless millennials) but they came nowhere near killing as many people as the communists.

Man-made utopias just seem to always be just one more dead body away from perfection.

Please DO submit any SJWs who fit the criteria to the list, by sending it in to [email protected]

BUT:  FOLLOW THE RULES

After all, we are civilised men, not undisciplined SJW hordes.

Besides, the SJWs should be grateful, we’re merely giving more exposure to their ideologies and making sure ANY prospective employers are aware of their deep concern for social justice issues and the fact that they are incapable of leaving people alone to think as they wish, but will instead subjugate any kind of work ethic to first and foremost “fighting for social justice”.

I am sure it will be invaluable for those organisations that, rejecting the gross capitalistic urge to make profits, wish to fill themselves to the gills with people as are evidenced on the SJW list instead.

No doubt, Social Justice Warriors everywhere are pleased to be on the list and eagerly await employment letters from the highest bidders. Hopefully they are holding their breath as they wait.

CHILD 44 – A Brief Review (No Spoilers)

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This has made it onto the top 10 films I have ever seen. When searching for the image above, I also came across the fact that the average review for it is very poor, between one and three stars, which initially (and stupidly) shocked me.

This film is truly amazing and or a variety of reasons, but primary amongst them is that it is a very real portrayal of what happens when Political Correctness becomes the ideology of the day. And yes, I really do mean that, and yes, the emphasis on Political Correctness is indeed on Political. But do not be fooled.

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I’m Baaaack….sort of…and some MASSIVE news.

 

 

Well, it has most definitely been a busy time, but…lots of new things coming later this year. A relaunch of the Overlords of Mars series will happen (with any luck) before Xmas of this year, as well as a general revamp of this site. The focus of it will shift to something that is more in tune with a “single theme” as the vast unwashed masses seem to prefer.

But fear not, intrepid adventurer, this site will continue to have all the eclectic, in-depth information it has now, and hopefully lots more, along with my general musings and random thoughts, however…

As you may have noticed if you are/were a regular reader of this blog as well as my previous experimental one, I have many and varied interests, and it is difficult for a new visitor to grasp what the hell this is all about. Well…it was Redhead Girl who actually said it best to me: Everything I do is about Exploration. And indeed that is true. Sometimes I explore the mind, sometimes the body, and sometimes the world around me, but in reality, it is indeed always about exploration.

So…in time I will revamp the site a bit and re-organise it a bit and guess what…yes…we are going to become an exploration club. That is, people like yourselves, who may be interested in the same weird things I am, will be able to contribute if you wish.

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