Are you some kind of cult?
Short Answer: No. Catholicism is one of the oldest religions on Earth that has been directly responsible for the most civilising, humanising, merciful, just, forgiving and just societies on Earth, without exception. Catholics have been vastly responsible for the creation of the Scientific method, the abolition of slavery, the un-chattelising of women (without pedastalising them in the way Protestants do, relegating them to either little more than maids and sex providers or conversely treating them all as if they were pure innocents deserving of every benefit of the doubt. It is not a coincidence that originally Catholic countries, even now, nearly 70 years after the usurpation of the See of Peter, and with only a remnant of real Catholics left, tend to be more human-dimensioned places to live, less structured certainly, but also less mechanised than Anglo-Saxon or Teutonic countries that went Protestant. All you need to do is read a Catholic work like the amazing and incredible Cloud of Unknowing, written by an anonymous English mystic when England was still Catholic, and compare it to the dry, sterile, boring works of any Protestant pretend-Christian since.
Or compare GK Chesterton and his far more artful, human, humorous and penetrating style to the insipid, conflict avoiding CS Lewis. The Catholic JRR Tolkien compared to the degenerate pervert GRR Martin who literally wrote the antithesis to The Lord of the Rings.
Long Answer: Still no. Catholicism is the best descriptor of reality as it is, and because of it, Catholic dogma and beliefs are so precise that it begins to be possible to answer even those age old questions, such as why evil exists, what the nature of it is and why terrible things can happen to innocents. But again, it takes your own effort to see and learn this through some studying of Catholicism and some observation of the world around you. No one will force it on you. It’s up to you.