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On the aim of life

So, this is turning into a loooooong back and forth between me and Adam Piggott, concerning the aims of a man.

It was all prompted by a post Adam did based on an email he received from what was obviously a rather depressed guy. Adam has forwarded my post to him too. You can go to this post of mine and read the link on it to catch up if you had no idea what I am talking about.

Adam has since responded by a further post here.

And what has become clear to me is that there is a kind of communication gap, which I feel I am mostly responsible for as it is not a new thing.

I have a tendency to see something that to me is obvious but tends to be clearly less so to others, and so I will try to explain it from my perspective but invariably miss some apparently crucial bit of information that would allow the normal humans to understand my perspective.

Because it is not usually clear to me why so many others don’t see perspectives that are obvious to me, it tends to lead me to be more verbose in my writing than is probably good or necessary. Which also irritates me no end, yet if I write just what I think is necessary it comes across as mystical haikus by an insane person to most people. So I try to cover as many of the possible gaps as I can in the hope to transmit the crucial aspects that differentiate my view from that of most people. And it’s all mostly futile.

Nevertheless, it is good for me to practice trying to communicate better with the species of humanoids found on this planet, so here goes:

Succinctly, Adam effectively says:

You need to make something of yourself before you attract the right woman for you.
Everything else is details and you should focus on that first because chasing after some dreamgirl is pointless anyway if you aren’t amounting to anything as humans measure success.
How you feel about it is irrelevant, this is how it works.

I’ll let him say if I have in any way misrepresented him.

My points instead are:

Sure, materially speaking that is how it works most of the time, but (and it’s an important but):
- Telling a depressed guy that has as an aim to be in a relationship, and who is relatively young, who has had little or almost no experience of women that that is just how it is and he should just buckle up and first make something of himself over the next few years, is unlikely to lead that man to anything positive.
- Materially speaking is not just semantics; it means related to, involved with, tied to, the material world. That aspect that we as Christians are told to not indulge in.
- The most important aspects of life are rooted in the metaphysical, not the material.
Really, I thought I made it perfectly clear that what I thought was wrong with Adam’s “advice” was that it was not helpful. I didn’t say it was necessarily wrong, but it missed the point of how to motivate the man towards the things he desires.

I mean, the very paragraph where I explain this is taken by Adam to mean I am somehow contradicting myself, which I find astonishing, since it’s a clarifying statement of my critique.

That aside, the example Adam picked to possibly act as some evidence against my perspective is far from perfect since apparently the individual concerned may have worked as a male escort, and in any case was already known to police, and was a diagnosed schizophrenic. So not exactly your common incel. Frankly I find him irrelevant to the topic at hand.

Nor, did I say the man should try and get his dreamgirl before making something of himself. I simply stated that the motivation to make something of himself will not come from telling him to buckle down and carry on unloved and unknown and unsought for in his crushing loneliness for years before he can even think of getting into a relationship. Which essentially is what Adam’s advice boiled down to.

My whole point was that as a motivator, imagining who that woman might be and using that image as a motivator to get you to make something of yourself is far more effective even if you remain just as single and alone for the same length of time described above as years.

Lastly, while I accept that this is Adam’s and probably most people’s perspective on the matter, it is not strictly a fact that if you meet the right girl when you have not yet made your mark in the world you will either be in constant anxiety at the thought she might leave you, and/or that she would. The first serious girlfriend I had lasted 13 years and I had no mark to be made yet and very little money and I had left home with all I owned packed into a car to get as far from my parents as I could. My “fame” at that point was limited to the fact I was unafraid to get into physical fights regardless of numbers against me. That was really about it. In any case I never had any anxiety about being dumped, and in fact I was not. Ultimately it was me that walked away from that relationship.

I also find his statement that

Becoming worthy is conquering the world, which means making a man of yourself.

Rather telling and also amusing. I certainly never had to “make” a man of myself. I was born male and that is really all there was to it.

I have always been thoroughly unconcerned with the perspective of needing to be thought of as “manly” or “being a man” or such concepts. The simple reality is that I was born male, will live every second of my life as male and will die as a male. It is simply a fact. The obsession the Anglos tend to have with being thought of as “a man” is rather telling and a little Shakespearean. In a “the lady doth protest too much” kind of way.

And if one is that way inclined, that is, to worry about being perceived as, or needing to somehow become a man, then, yeah, I am sure one of the many neuroses such people have will certainly extend to the fear of their girlfriend leaving them. And I can see that manifesting too.

Which brings me full circle back to the depressed guy as well as Adam’s ending point about being “fixated” on finding a woman and that being wrong because it would determine the success or failure of your entire life, while it (the finding of the woman) not being entirely in your control.

There is, from my perspective, quite a bit of bad logic there.

Firstly, one could argue that being able to find the right woman and reproducing with her, for the majority of people, is the real measure of success or failure of your life. Unless you are Nikola Tesla, from any one man’s perspective, your line dying out with you is unlikely to improve mankind. There are always exceptions of course, but as a rule most people think their way and their thoughts would be best and thus, procreating and furthering such is a pivotal aspect of life. It is truly few who intentionally choose to not get married and not have children. Priests are among them. Most other men would consider it a failure at life.

Secondly, I don’t see the looking for the right person to make a family with as being a fixation at all. At least no more than I see breathing as a fixation. I hardly ever consciously think about breathing, yet it is absolutely necessary and I do it all day every day. In short, you can go about your day and do what needs doing and still be breathing, or looking for the right woman.

Thirdly, as I said at the start of my critique, the point is that there really is someone right for you out there, no matter what kind of freak you are. Obviously making yourself as appealing as possible, helps your chances, but even the misshapen, unfortunate gargoyles of life have someone out there that will love them. Knowing this is no more an obsession or a fixation than knowing that one day you will die.

Fourthly, not having something be entirely in your control is a far cry from having no control over it at all. Potentially any number of women I was with could have been suitable or “good enough” to make a life with. Regardless of that, due to my character (which may be seen as unfortunate by many, perhaps) I had certain requirements in a prospective mate that are very probably unreasonable. And yet, eventually, I did indeed find possible suitable candidates, and ultimately, even the precisely right one for me. And if someone like me can do it, believe me, most people can do it, but… you do need to apply yourself. In my experience of life, those men who focus on making money or a career and so on, in turn to eventually, get the dreamgirl, rarely accomplish it. It like guys who work like slaves for 40 years to get to retirement only to find their pension is worthless and you’re out of time and energy to even know what you wanted to do in the first place. The guy who goes through life naturally and who is always on the lookout for the right person, the way one might be on the lookout for a red Pontiac firebird, tends to more readily find it, and he’s usually less obsessive about it than the guy who wants to make a man of himself first, in order to later get the girl.

All of this simply to say that despairing at one’s loneliness and current state of the world, is not the way. And when a person confesses their despair in such a matter, the correct way to advise them, is hardly to double down on their need to be harsher on themselves and their already harsh (and erroneous) perception of the world. The way to motivate them to see the light is to remind them that one day, they will meet that woman, and they can approach life from the perspective that whatever unpleasant task you need to do today, is fine, because it advances you a little further along the path of when you do meet her, and perhaps also in terms of your material well-being.

That’s really the only point I made.

And now you see why writing is a love-hate thing for me.

By G | 16 April 2024 | Posted in Relationships, Social Commentary

The War in the Middle East and You

You will have noticed my almost complete silence on this aspect of the ongoing WWIII except to point out that Israel is killing completely innocent civilians en mass and in a completely and clearly genocidal way in Gaza, which is true. They are essentially trying to wipe out an entire people and justifying it by saying, basically that all Palestinians are terrorists and the only good Palestinian is a dead one. If that’s the new rules of engagement, as created and acted on by Israel, then it should not surprise anyone if at some point, a great number of people, using the same rules Israel is using against the Palestinians comes to conclude that the only good Jew is a dead Jew. And then acts on it.

Aside that aspect, the genocidal, inhuman, disgusting, murderous actions of the IDF and Benjamin Netanyahu and those like him, I have not really commented on the goings on there.

Mostly this has been because any commentary on the details of the events there would be missing the much more important and salient point of the entirety of the COVID scam and WWIII overall, which started at the end of October 2019 and in which we are now in the fifth year of.

This has been finally and beautifully summed up in this post at Vox Popoli. Here is the primary extract, but read the whole thing.

All of the economic crises since 1989, and the economic crises to come, are quite literally created in order to weaken the natural resistance to the structural globalization sought by Clown World. This is why we keep hearing about how defeat in Ukraine means not only defeat, but the end of the neoliberal world order.

In short, yes, it is absolutely true and all wars in modern times, certainly from WWI onwards, have all, without exception, been bankers wars.

And when you look at who exactly runs these banks and these wars, who exactly profits from them, the usual suspects, like Rothschilds and Soros and so on are absolutely and completely complicit.

When you see that, the inevitable WWIII fatigue sets in even before WWIII appears. As the meme goes: It’s all just so tiresome. And predictable at the grossest level if not in the details.

As an individual, especially if you’re somewhat misanthropic, like I am, the best strategy until October 2019 was to simply avoid and ignore all the evil that these people running things perpetrated on the planet. This broadly speaking meant:

Ignore all political parties and their rhetoric
Ignore all economists and their bafflegarble
Avoid being in any military or any place that can potentially become a war-zone
Look only at realities as they are and ignore all the “theories” of “experts”
Ignore journalists and mainstream media
Ignore political correctness and any of its hydra-spawning heads like wokeness, liberalism, feminism, socialism, communism, capitalism, and pretty much all the “isms”
Focus on your own interests and family and secure what you can as best you can

I pretty much embodied all of the above points except the last one, which I only really did from 2018/19 on. The reason being that the family from which I originated had pretty much scattered to the four winds before I even finished high-school and I did not create a family of my own until 2018/2019, after my first attempt in 2010/2011 failed spectacularly. In essence I had no reason to secure anything in life, and doing so tends to be dreary, routine, “boring” (but necessary) work. I preferred instead to explore and experience life in its many facets. I travelled a lot. I saw many different people and cultures and learnt many different ways that people are both superficially and deeply, and I did it all mostly to just satisfy my own curiosity.

I was never a materialist, even in my brief atheistic stint from age 7 to 16 or thereabouts. Always what mattered most to me was my own internal sense of justice, honour, and perhaps most of all curiosity; especially of things that may be avoided by most, usually due to complexity or danger of the situation or thing being investigated.

It is mostly why I have had what —-by anyone’s standards—- can be said to be an unusual life, if you’re polite; and batshit insane if you’re more accustomed to how most normal people in the West live.

I think there are a couple of types of people in life, those who are constitutionally built that way internally, like me, those who pretend to be because they value the supposed bragging rights or “fame” or “status” such lives apparently inspire in other, and those who avoid such unstable and frankly dangerous lives. While the danger in my case was real and yes, it did include people literally wanting to kill me, a life lived in exploration/curiosity mode is dangerous in far leas obvious way. Aside injury, disease or accidental death, you also have things like not having a pension plan (I was always aware this was a factor and I still think it’s not worth worrying about even at age 54) not necessarily being in a place where medical or emergency attention is even possible, the prospect of being later unable to settle down to create a family, or becoming gradually addicted to being nomadic in work, life, relationships, and so on.

In short, while your life may be personally enriched and deepened by many sights you see and people and circumstances you encounter and involve yourself with, ultimately you may end up leaving nothing behind of much use or worth. Up until 2019, my legacy was limited to the books, The Face on Mars, Systema, and Believe! And while each of these was indeed a book that did inspire and change lives, which I know, because at least some of the people who read them wrote to tell me so, if there was going to be any improvement in the world, it was left for others to do so. The hope being that at least some of those who did read those books, could take those lessons on board and go on to make structural changes in the world that I had little interest to take on personally. And when I say little interest, I mean that I simply could not imagine dedicating my life to try and improve much of anything on a planet that was, by all intents and purposes, populated by a bunch of selfish, destructive, and worst of all, stupid monkeys.

My plan, since age 16 or so had pretty much remained unchanged. Find at least one person worthwhile and make an island of the two of you and forget the world. It was basically the speech that the character played by Sean Penn gives at the end of the film The Thin Red Line. I could have written those same words years before at age 16 when I recall making a clear and committed thought to that kind of life. The world was full of lies, idiots, and an endless ocean of bullshit. The only answer I saw was to get into your own little boat and sail it while remaining detached from it all. Maybe I could find a little island above it, or create it. The idea of children really was not even on the cards, given this boomer-inspired propaganda version of how I saw the world. Absent a real, demonstrable evidence of a loving God that actually cares about us specifically, not much matters. And that evidence must be pretty rock solid, at least to yourself, but in my case that required pretty massive proof.

Why the long paragraphs of apparent self-absorbed biography? Not because you should care about me or my life or my reasons, but because I suspect if you are of my kind, that is, the explorer kind, you may have similar attitudes and approaches to life as I had.

And hopefully you are younger than me today and perhaps you can benefit from my experience, and avoid the things that can otherwise make you waste years of time before you realise what truly matters. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t regret my life and I spend exactly zero minutes a year pondering “what ifs” in a forlorn manner. My “what ifs” are mostly amused reflections, and at most I have a twinge of nostalgia for some times long gone, and perhaps a self-critique of my relative lack of kindness towards some people or situations, which was usually simply the result of my own pitiless observations of reality as it is, which I then applied to myself before doing so to anyone else.

But the point remains, that some things do matter, and like with my books, I often wish I could as easily transmit those things to others in some efficient way.

My later books, especially Reclaiming the Catholic Church and Caveman Theory, but also the RPG Surviving the Current Zombie Apocalypse, are primarily aimed at showing you the way of moving towards, and achieving, those things that do matter:

The knowledge of God and the truth of Him, which for all my supposed (and real) intelligence, I missed for some 43 years or so.
The primary relationship you need to create a family, and,
How to survive whatever comes at you to create that family and make it thrive.

So, here, in this blog post, let me try to impart onto you why, unless you are personally involved in the hot front of one of the current hotspots of WWIII, your focus should be on building your own realm and thus shifting your reality from that of a subject/victim/cog-in-the-machine, to that of Lord of your tiny realm, and in any event, absolute and sole decider of your choices and consequences you will face in life.

The simple fact of the matter is that absent your conscious rejection and resistance to the path the satanic billionaire pedophiles and bankers (but I repeat myself) that run things want to put you on, you WILL be put on it.

Resisting and rejecting it only step 1.

Step 2 is you need to create communities of others that like you reject and resist it. It is YOUR job to do so. No one else will do it for you. You are that leader. There is no one else.

Step 3 is organise and act as a community.

That’s it.

I have always done step 1 even as child for the most part. But I never bothered to even try and do step 2 until about a year or year and a half ago. Mostly because from 2019 until 2022 I was busy providing a situation for my family that would be resilient to anything that the world could throw at us, and while that is a constant and never ending task, I have for the most part achieved that. The next step is community building and while it is not a natural skill for me, I am relatively successful at it, especially when you consider my lifelong misanthropy.

Step 3 will eventually come along when a critical mass of people is reached.

If you are busy doing these things, the entirety of the war in Ukraine, the genocide happening in Gaza, the possible eventual war-zone of Israel, the reclaiming of Taiwan by China, the incredible embargo being put in place by the Houthis in Yemen on Red Sea shipping, and even the regular crime happening in many cities in Europe and the so-called West, are pretty much irrelevant to you unless there are drones and bullets whizzing past your head.

Your position should be like the one of a soldier in war time that is not yet at the front. Prepare, drill, ensure your gear is up to the task, co-ordinate and co-operate with your team, and if you’re just a couple of guys, use the analogous military metaphor. Sniper teams are two people. But you can recruit the local goat herder to have his goats block a road or act as a warning when enemy enters the territory. Stock up on food and learn the local landscape. Who’s reliable, who’s not and who’s a potential liability? What skills have you developed? What security have you created? And so on.

If you are of the adventuring class, you’re different from the average NPC, your life is certainly less boring, though also probably less secure in some ways and paradoxically more secure in others. Your specific situation will be unique, but the generic advice I have tried to transmit here and that I reiterate below in bullet-point format remains correct for almost all of you. Here it is again:

God is real and exists and prayer and miracles are real. You may think this is nonsense as I did for about 43 years. I was wrong. I can’t prove it to you but I have satisfied myself beyond doubt this is the case. And I am almost certainly more skeptical than you have ever been.
The family you are born into is incidental and may be good or bad or a mix. The family you create yourself is your responsibility and your duty to provide for. Luxury is not required. It’s why it’s called luxury. Fundamentals are. And the most fundamental things are not material even though you need at least enough material stuff to eat regularly and so on. Find the right woman for yourself and that understands what matters and create your own family. The world right now is completely aimed at preventing you from doing that. I wrote Caveman Theory specifically to help you see how to go about doing that.
A certain level of money or resources is required to put yourself in a position where you can provide for your family as well as lead others in a community you begin yourself. So if you have not got that yet, work at it. And hard. Because a financial crash of global proportions is already under way, whether it continues as the rising tide that it has been since 2020 or whether it breaks like a tsunami no one can really predict accurately, and different places will have different things happen, but your entire savings turning to being worth less than second-hand toilet paper is a very real possibility in the months and years to come. So don’t get despondent, get manic at making that money and converting it to tangible assets. If you’re a young single guy in 2024 that might just be getting a motor home and a shotgun, in preparation for the days of Mad Max apocalypse.scenario. Or it may mean you want to buy an Island in Panama (I nearly did). Whatever it is, work at it in emergency mode. Secure the best assets you can as quick as you can and don’t stop hustling. You’ll have time to rest when the collapse happens or you’re dead. Whichever comes first.

And that’s it. And if you are in a hot zone… well, it’s simple really: GTFO.

By G | 16 April 2024 | Posted in Social Commentary

This is Your Activation Protocol: Awake-N99

While recording the downfall of Western civilisation is important, if for no other reason than to note that it is a directly proportional progression with the departure from true Catholicism, and hence, one hopes, at least somewhat educational.***

It is far more important to present a solution. A way out if you will.

Now, make no mistake, the way out is long, hard, narrow, filled with danger and infinite possibilities of failure, but what did you want to star in? A chick-flick romcom? Come on, get with the spirit of things!

Here is the setting:

You are a sleeper agent. So deeply embedded behind enemy lines, and so trained, that you have literally forgotten you are a soldier in the army of the One True King.

Various subliminal messages activate different agents, and in this dark time of ferociously increased demonic activity, many agents are getting activated. A general “all hands on deck” situation is fast approaching.

But there is a problem.

The Enemy, vastly superior in number and extent throughout our planet, has managed to infiltrate deeply even into the metaphysical subroutines of the telepath-induced awakenings.

The result is that many sleeper agents are awakening with only partial memories, and worse, corrupted truth. The result is an ineffective, fractured and schizophrenic resistance that is easily diverted by the Enemy agents posing as officers of our side.

The Enemy has posted “recruiters” passing themselves off as our own, throughout the planet, but the sole purpose of these impostors is to accumulate as many of the partially activated agents of our side as possible, while also pulling in any potential non-combatants that would have joined our side. They are nothing more than fly-traps for our imperfectly activated sleeper agents.

In as brief a format as possible then, please read and assimilate the following information, as per protocol N99.

* You are a sleeper agent

* In order to preserve your full psycho-emotional and mental integrity, the activation protocol has been reduced as follows:

– You may have no memory of your alegiance

– Your ability to do logic, reason and evaluate objective reality has had to be regressed to a state prior to your entry into the sleeper agent programme. This almost certainly means you may need to re-visit the logical evidence that supports the Truth of our position. Regrettable as this is, the alternative was to risk you awakening with a corrupted ideology

– You may have an affinity with the ancient aspects of our Lord’s Redemptor action, and subsequent historical events that included your brothers in arms who went before you. The men and women martyred in the ancient Roman arena as entertainment for their Pagan citizens; the Crusaders of the Outremer from about Anno Domini 1095 to nearly Anno Domini 1300; the Knight defenders of Malta in 1565, and so on. Nevertheless, some of the false injections of the Enemy into our activation program may still remain as shadows. You may believe those noble actions yet divorce them from the Faith of those immortal Saints. You may be “convinced” of alternate and twisted ideologies related to the True Holy Communion, Baptism, Confirmation, Confession, Marriage, Holy Orders, and Extreme Unction. In short, you may also be returned to a state prior to your acceptance of the True Faith. In such cases, the only remedy is for you to do your own research starting from the earliest sources available to you

– Any efforts you make towards returning to fully activated status are likely to attract attention of the Enemy or at least his minions. These will mostly present as worldly difficulties

– Awareness of this state of affairs is all we can do to support your mission. The remainder of this message is simply a list of factual data you can examine so as to verify the Truth for yourself and return to full active duty.

* The Catholic Church is the One, True, Holy and Apostolic, Church and its truth and message are eternally embodied in its infallible Magisterium, which is wholly and best contained in the Pio-Benedictine Code of Canon Law of 1917. If you can find a copy and read it, you will gradually realise the truth of this statement.

* Everything and anyone espousing any part of Vatican II as legitimate, or any of its “Popes” or “Clergy” as legitimate os at best in error, and if in a position of fame or authority, most likely a knowing collaborator of the Enemy. The last valid Pope in the current era died on the 9th October 1958. He was Pius XII.

* Protestantism is a Satanic twisting of Christianity designed to gradually secularise the Immortal Truth, reducing it to personal, human, emotion-based, flawed concepts of Christianity.

* Once you start on this path, you will be attacked. Do not despair, and do not lose Faith. In fact, all that will happen will go to strengthening you and your Faith, and you will become naturally attracted to the True Sacraments of the True Church. As you partake of them, you will grow stronger and more impervious to the Enemy. Eventually you will realise the old saying is true: The best defence is a good offence. So for every attack you receive, spread the Truth and the Way even more.

* Marriage is the union of one man and one woman, only, and nothing else, for the main purpose of making and raising children into the One True Church, so as to spread His Word as well as His Kingdom here on Earth, for all of Humanity to partake.

* Catholicism has been the most positive force on the Human race of any other religion or belief system, surpassing all others in matters of reason (Catholic monks invented the Scientific Method), Logic (you only need read doctors of the Church like Aquinas to verify it), Humanity (it allowed the appreciation of women as more than chattel and recognised their virtues as mothers and wives, while never falsifying the patriarchal need for order, it placed the needs of human beings above all, yet subject to God’s will), and Justice (the Death penalty is absolutely appropriate for certain crimes and defence of yourself or innocents is a duty for a Catholic man).

* Contraception is a net evil that has directly led to the destruction of the sanctity of the family and marriage, fostering sex outside of marriage, leading to divorce as being acceptable, and ultimately to the murder of babies as being normal (abortion). It was the introduction of it in the 1920s, accepted in the first place by various of the 40,000 denominations of Protestantism, to the point it is considered “normal” today.

* Children are a blessing and your duty as a parent is to protect and teach them to the best of your ability.

* You don’t have to read my books or my blog to find your way, but it almost certainly will save you years of time, because I reference all I say, so you don’t have to take my word for any of it, and having travelled this path in real darkness, I can attest that without a guide, the Way really is very hard, and very narrow.

May God grant you His Grace, protect you, and show you the Way.

That’s it. Now off you go to make trouble for the Enemy.

* ** For the last half-dozen humans or so that may be left that can still change their minds based on objective facts instead of emotions whipped into a frenzy by their controllers.

By G | 14 April 2024 | Posted in Social Commentary

Morlocks

Yes, it is basically confirmed that liberals are essentially soulless Morlocks.

Just as we already know that atheist are generally the result of mutagenic overload, meaning they are genetically defective, liberals are hateful ideologues that care more about inanimate objects than their own families.

And since they are the party of SCIENCE! they can hardly refute the evidence.

Godless, hateful, mentally ill freaks is how one might best define liberals.

By G | 14 April 2024 | Posted in Actual Science, Brain-Mind Functionality, Clown World, Fighting SJWs, Relationships

How Strange…

The very people who mindlessly push a narrative seem to have no wish to actually deal with the consequences of said narrative.

By G | 14 April 2024 | Posted in Clown World, Fighting SJWs

Don’t despair young man

I tend to catch up on Adam’s blog once in a while since his frequency is not daily or even weekly at times and today I read this post of his, where he got an email from some depressed and saddened young man.

In all honesty, aside the funny video, which I have seen many times before and enjoyed, I thought Adam’s reply was not exactly helpful.

I’d like to take the same excerpt of the man’s email Adam posted and respond to it, as I would publicly. Although in all honesty I would probably have responded privately, as I generally do to readers’ emails, time permitting.

I am very frustrated and depressed about the craziness going on in the world that I am barely holding onto my faith. I am not exactly agnostic but I guess I’ll consider myself ex-Catholic. I can’t reconcile the good news in the Bible juxtaposed against the reality of evil in this world, but not only that evil is here but at this point it is consuming everything and is never going to get better. Neither Heaven or Hell (in their conventional Christian understanding) sound as appealing to me and for a long time I lost motivation and appetite for spirituality.

I also wished I could have dated since high school, I have been single my entire life except for one time I dated a girl for almost 12 months. I am now feeling more grieved and frustrated about it because everyday the crazy stuff in the world gets worse and worse and I feel like I am running out of time. I know that there will not be any new families or sexual/romantic relationships in Heaven and it is really disappointing me. I guess I’m looking for some kind of sympathetic reply.

It seems pretty clear to me this man’s depression would be gone if he had a hot woman that loved him dearly by his side. So, telling him that he needs to first conquer the world before he can get that woman is not going to help him get out of that rut.

I’d like to know why he didn’t date in high-school. Was it due to a religious belief? Shyness? Being ugly and generally and incel? That would help me have a better sense of the guy and hence be more able to make relevant suggestions.

Here is the thing though: No matter who you are, there is someone out there that suits you and would make life a LOT more worthwhile for you. The hard part if finding her. And then both of you recognising it in each other.

I imagine that being alone, feeling alone, perhaps not being exactly popular even before the scamdemic with girls, and now maybe being a pureblood and not wanting to contemplate breeding with the vaxxed, it would be quite easy for a young man to get depressed.

Adam himself wrote in his first book how when he was young he also, like all young men wondered if one day he might ever experience sex. And when we thought about that, even in an African desertic area that may as well have been a moisture farm on Tatooine, the world felt full of possibilities. Now it fees like everyone is living under a soviet style dictatorship. Emphasis on feels. In reality, under full covid restrictions I moved about wherever I wanted, my good friend that lived with us for a year helping out on the farm travelled by plane around Europe and neither of us got the genetic serums. So the first point to realise is that yes the world is mostly run by evil Satanic pedophiles that want you dead and enslaved, but it was always this way. Now you just know about it.

The most important point to have in life is mental strength. When everyone else is giving up is when you get inspired to push on even more than before. See the ones dropping like flies around you as a bonus. You’re still going! It’s proof those guys are not up to your standard. Admittedly, even before I met any Russians at all, I always had that “if he dies he’s no good for Spetsnaz” attitude and I know not everyone is born with it, but you should try and get that kind of attitude anyway in life.

As for “doing things” and leaving a mark before you get the girl, sure, that is generally how it works out, but it’s wrong to think that is how you motivate yourself. The motivation is the other way round. You want the girl? So become someone worthy of whatever fantasy girl you have in your head. The one you will eventually end up with will not be exactly as you fantasise, but for some of us, it works out she is even better than what you imagined, and it’s not so rare that things end up working out that way as you might think.

As for the vaxxed, if you’re a pureblood, it makes things easier to sort the viable ones (purebloods) from the vaxxed. It is a great sifter of people, and now you know the ones that are of your tribe a lot easier.

As for that feeling that you’re running out of time? It’s not real… yet, but act like it in terms of doing stuff and achieving goals. Work your ass off. Do the things required to win. To make a lot of money fast. To buy property. To climb that ladder of material success, sure, it’s worldly crap, but you’re in a kind of Hell, so play the game and win even at their stupid game, but never be in a rush. Be calm and steady even as you run all day and all night to create whatever it is you envision for your life with the dreamgirl.

Me, I was always chasing the dreamgirl. And the stuff I was doing I was doing it only because it interested me. I travelled, I took on dangerous work and dangerous hobbies because I wanted to. I wasn’t trying to impress anyone, in fact that thought didn’t even register as a thing. I did what I did because I was curious. I kept at martial arts because I wanted to see if I could get really good. I worked in close protection because it suited my temperament and my way of being and thinking. I read all sorts of books because I have always been insatiably curious. And so on it went. I changed countries, careers and women because that is how life worked out for me and because I took roads others mostly would not have but that interested me. And while I attempted to “find” the dreamgirl in every pretty woman I became intimate with, I also kind of knew they weren’t it. And when I did meet her I knew right away. Even without knowing. Yet I knew. And in her own way, so did she.

Believe me, I have seen this a lot. Stay strong and keep walking, do NOT despair, remain standing when all around you have fallen, and you will eventually find her too. But not if you despair and black-pill yourself. That is not the Way.

And I hope Adam lets that young man know of this post, as I think it will help him a little more.

Ignore the evil. Live with the flame of God’s crusaders inside you, until your last breath.

By G | 13 April 2024 | Posted in Social Commentary

Daddy-itis

I recently had yet the umpteenth comment from one of the MGTOW incels that thank God, are self-selecting for their DNA being removed from the gene pool, who, as usual, whined and bitched like the mewling excuse for a man that they invariably are, that you should “protect yourself” from women, divorce and children.

I mean, seriously, these guys make the most flamboyant homosexual look like a paragon of manliness. I also find it extremely funny and interesting that when I invariably thank them and encourage them to absolutely stick to their guns and never change their mind; that is, to make sure they NEVER reproduce and thankfully end their weak and irrelevant line of DNA, they tend to get irate and immediately begin both LOLing in text and trying to insult me, my children and wish death upon them. Truly, it demonstrates being a shadow of a doubt that they are simply absolute cowards, involuntary celibate and incapable of attracting a woman at all and are unlikely to ever do so. And like feminists try to convince other, better looking, sexier, more feminine women to become as miserable as they are, the MGTOW movement is essentially the same thing for men.

Imagine being so weak, so incompetent, so scared of life that you don’t even bother to TRY and find a good woman and make a family. Imagine being such a wuss that you whine and cry about “the gubment” not being on your side. When has it ever been on the side of actual men? Government, as Lysander Spooner pointed out a couple of centuries ago, is simply a coalition of the most violent thugs who take things by force. And they eventually get organised and call themselves government. They are composed of the laziest, most fraudulent, cowardly, vicious parasites humanity has ever created. And while in times long past sometimes these men were the result of courageous warriors taking leadership roles, and it meant from time to time their tyrannical exploits were at least mostly just, today, they are invariably toadies and worm-tongues. And have been for at least a couple of centuries for sure. So, which man, that still has his own set of testicles attached really sits there and whines about “…the government should make it easier for me to…(fill in the blank)”.

What a bunch of useless oxygen thieves they are.

Anyway, now that I have mentioned how I feel about these idiots, allow me to point out one of the infinite benefits of having children.

The littlest one, who has blue eyes like her mom, since my own mother also had blue eyes, has got a serious case of Daddy-itis. So much so that my wife has said if it wasn’t for the fact she breastfeeds, this little one would forget she exists.

The hugs and cuddles and laughter she exhibits just from simple things is amazing. As soon as she wakes up her first word is “daddy!” and then a rush to hug me and give me some kisses. Her first complete sentences are along the lines of asking her brother and mother “Where is daddy?”

She has the ability to interrupt practically anything I am doing by simply saying “Daddy…?” meaning she would like me to notice her and take time with her. The other day her eldest sister was playing a game with her, which consisted of her running towards her sister, then getting picked up and thrown in the air a little. She loved it and carried on doing it but required me watching each run. When I got distracted by missing one of the runs, she ran up to me and gently slapping my leg was like: “daddy, daddy… ook!”

She misses the L from look still.

Each one of them has their own way, the boy invariably asks me if he can help. I gave him the electric pruners the other day, standing over him and making sure he had both hands on them and instructing him all the way as he cut little branches of a bush I was clearing from near the fish pond. I didn’t let it go on too long because his mother was clearly having palpitations watching him snip branches that were several times the size of his fingers. Even so, I can see why farmer’s kids help around the farm by age five or six. A friend of mine was driving the tractor for his dad at age eight, and it was more difficult because he’s a little guy and he could barely reach the pedals. The point is that the natural way of doing things explains why people that were 13 or 14 years old even led armies a few centuries ago. We have been a few generations of molly-coddled, cotton-ball wrapped, bunch of weaklings for at least seven or eight decades now, but I am seeing how simply growing up in touch with nature helps our children return to a natural way of being that has been almost lost for Western men and women. I too was lucky in that I grew up with almost zero supervision outside the home and in as wild an Africa as you got back then, which is nowhere near what it is today. I often feel I was indeed born in the wrong century, either one from long, long, ago, or at least the 1800s might have been almost ideal for me, or then again, maybe a few centuries from now when exploring other star systems is a thing. Well, I think it might be a thing already, but I am just not privy to that aspect of it. Yet. Then again, it’s probably the case every man feels out of time when in reality they are exactly where they need to be.

I don’t want any MGTOW incels anywhere near me. I want men that understand what family is and who know what it feels like to have your little daughter have daddy-its, or your son. Or see one of your children have mommy-itis, like our second-youngest daughter has. And feeling genuine love. The love described in the Bible, that wants nothing for itself, but exists solely to give, and see the beauty in every little moment of the day.

I have never been a huge fan of Hemingway, mostly because I didn’t find his writing particularly great. I could approximate it even as a teenager. And a lot of his “manly stories” were the result of an almost obsessive need to be perceived that way. His life was a serial set of tragedy and drama and the final end of his life was frankly, pathetic. I do not say this to speak ill of the dead, I hope God had mercy on his soul and we all have our demons, but I think it was him that said that for someone to be a man he should plant a tree, write a book and have a child. Well I have done plenty of all of those things, and I have faced some dangerous situations and people, but above all, I think what makes a man is an absolutely unflinching ability to truly know yourself in the very depths.

And I have never met a man that qualifies under that definition that would not have his heart melt when at a two-foot tall little person runs at him every time she sees him, squealing “Daddy!” in delight, as if you had just returned from a six month trip to the Siberian outback, instead of just getting something from one of the garden sheds for five minutes, and who rams into your legs, hugging you then looks up at you full of joy and enthusiasm and stretches her little arms and hands up at you so you can pick her up and she can squeeze your neck into a hug that would be life-threatening if she was little bigger.

So, to those nihilists, boomers, black-pillars, incels, bitter losers at life, acidic feminists (there is no other kind, the PH of their vaginas is literally a threat to all life), and their insipid doom and gloom predictions, all I can say is: Carry on just as you are. Never change.

They are doing us the enormous favour of ensuring that genetic mishap that is them is never propagated further into the species. And that is good. All we want now are the kind of men and women that heard Urban II in the year of our Lord 1095, and listened to him, and acted accordingly with it.

It is no place for their kind or kin.

It is our time returning now.

By G | 13 April 2024 | Posted in Catholicism, Relationships, Sedevacantism, Social Commentary